paintt mOii woOrldd...

2009-03-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

more than a month of "missing in action", this blog will be revived very soon! cheers!

2009-02-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is NATAS. i`ve been feeling jittery.
3 more weeks to my ultimate freedom.
count down with me!

i`m looking forward to more time with baby. =)

2009-01-21T16:12:00.002+08:00

being in the travel industry currently where i receive calls everyday and meet people about their holiday plans, i can`t help but also wonder about mine. it`s good to travel young, but of course you need ample of time and money. yes i`d just returned from japan a month ago, but it`s really different when you go overseas to work and play. among all that hecticness, i really want a holiday. i need a break.

in the near future, i will save up diligently for my dream european trip. i want to indulge in australia too (after all that briefing yesterday on south australia). with cheaper fares to the US, i don`t mind going there as well. me and kelvin have been talking about hong kong (because estee`s currently there!) and i am tempted to go hong kong again! taiwan`s also still under my list. i told baby i will go japan with him too.

therefore... i look forward to strike 4D tonight! (i bought so don`t ask me to go buy first. lols!)
let me have some luck, pretty please!

2009-01-17T13:54:00.004+08:00

i feel like little miss evil no more.
will my soul please return to my body?

2008-12-30T22:41:00.002+08:00

choking on dusts? well i`m back (just for this post maybe?) for updates. let`s see what i`ve got. pictures and ramblings of my japan trip and my new year resolutions!

if you want me to rate the trip, it`s 4 out of 5. i know many envy me, but i was there to work more than enjoy and i missed my family and love buckets, though i really did enjoy specialities in japan such as the onsen and eating very local food. japan is nice in a way that the locals are very polite. they bow and greet you even if you`re a stranger. i always hear about it but it impressed me when i witness and experienced it myself. in singapore if you do that, people will look at you oddly and run away i guess. japanese onsen is great but it can be rather awkward initially because you have to go naked, yes, strip totally naked. but you may be surprised how comfortable and natural you feel after 2 minutes. i like japanese udon in japan too. it`s not what you eat in singapore - too thick, though i still like it. of course, the sceneries are simply captivating and breath-taking, too good to be real. the cold can bite though, but i like the chill sometimes, best with ice-creams! some of the hotels are super cosy too! i had a room to myself and some rooms give me twin beds, where i could dump my luggages on one and plop on the other one! after all, i still sounded like i enjoy the fun than working hard on my responsibilities.
i had too many pictures so i only chose to upload a few. very random pictures though.

as for my new year resolutions? i`ll keep them simple.
world peace, health and happiness, wisdom for me and my loves...

before i step out of this space, happy 2009 to all and kissing goodbye 2008.
enjoy counting down all!

with love, yf`.

2008-12-13T18:57:00.001+08:00

I'm off to Japan .. See you guys in a week time!!! Take care everyone!!!

2008-11-09T21:59:00.003+08:00

i`m turning 22 next wednesday. it was as if i have just celebrated my 21st yesterday. becasue baby is having papers next week, he celebrated my birthday for me in advance yesterday after my half-day work. we went to town for some shopping and i got my new working shoes, finally after so long. we went to takashimaya as well where baby got me my birthday cake from bakerzin. after which we went to plaza singapura where baby bought me my birthday present. i got to choose my preferred cake flavour and design and also my present which is equals to happiness. =) the cake is small and expensive but definitely worth the price for the quality. we had dinner at hong kong cafe because i still have the discount coupon for my birthday. we ordered crab bee hoon which is supposed to feed 4 people but due to our humongous appetite, we savoured every bit of it and eventually what was leftover were the crab shells and vegetables. in addition, we had our drinks and desserts. i bet the service crews find us monstrous. anyways, i received the complimentary bottle of red wine for the dinner which can be used for christmas or new year this year again like last year. after dinner baby came to my house to cut the cake together. the cake tasted heaven, even my mom and sister thought so.

the crab bee hoon. now you know why vegetables were leftover. i don`t eat and baby couldn`t finish. baby said crabs are stupid and we were wondering why crabs and prawns turn red after cooking. well, we still don`t know the answer but we finished the bee hoon and crabs. yumyum!

the lousy red wine given. but still it`s free and i shouldn`t complain. =)

i love this cake. i swear! but i forgot the name.

my new mp3 player as birthday gift from baby. it`s called zen mozaic. the colour is sweet pink and i chose this myself.

thank you baby for spending the day with me and spending so much money for this celebration.
now i look forward to next saturday`s birthday celebration with friends. =)
meanwhile, jiayou for exams baby!

2008-11-03T23:53:00.002+08:00

there are many things i try my best to do.
there are many things i believe but never came true.
there are many things i insist i must do.
there are many things... i don`t think i can do.

i don't know what went wrong.
i don't know what i should do.
i don't know, i really don't.

i am bad.
i am bad.
no, you are not, she says.

sometimes i felt a comforting voice inside of me.
she tells me how strong i actually am, when i`m very down.
she says it`s okay, in life we don`t always smile.
she says not to give up when i lose hope.
she says cry as and when i should.

i`m circling in a nowhere zone.
somewhere i don't know.
don't take me too high, i`m scared i`ll fall hard.
don't take me too low, i`m scared i can`t find hope.

thank you little angel.

i love you.

2008-11-02T18:59:00.002+08:00

the weather depicts my mood in the most complete way.
i`m sitting here only to wait for something to happen, ain`t so?
then just let me wait.
wait for snow to fall...

2008-10-27T00:50:00.002+08:00

honestly, i don't know what to update except....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILL! =)

2008-10-10T23:16:00.002+08:00

it`s actually hard for me to hate a certain person to the extent that i will draw a voodoo doll and curse her, but i did! honestly speaking, you may say i`m a sadist, but the overwhelming sensation was superb. now i pray it works. i just downright despise you, and now i am going to show you what i call 'attitude'. you stop giving me that look, i promise i`ll give you creeps and that`s it.

i don`t look forward to november this year. i don`t feel like i`m turning 22. everyone`s busy so am i. is the world moving too fast or am i slowing down my pace? i want more time, otherwise, slow down.

sometimes it`s simple. i don`t need to flaunt nor hide. i just love you. =)

i don`t know when i`ll update again but i hope to do it soon because no updates means i`m drowing in work.

2008-09-22T22:15:00.003+08:00

i`m not surprised.
i shall just mind my own business.
i feel like singing with the chipmunks and go to bed.
good night.

2008-09-15T00:20:00.000+08:00

i`m back to update. like finally i know. =X
many things happened during this period of "missing-in-action" from blogging.
for example...

it`s the last presentation with mr lim before our internship and...
it happened to be bttd1-0703A`s ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY on 100908!
alright, i`m gonna miss some of them the next half year during internship.
well, life`s nothing but a cycle. we met, we parted, we meet. so...
we`ll meet again in april 2009 people.
best of luck to all!

what else happened?
oh yes i finally sang with the girls after so long...
and we had fun sabotaging one another to sing "ulu-ulu" oldies!

me with minghui, leen and claire.

and i meet up with some of them from 2s22/1s24.
johnnie was there and he volunteered to be the photographer!

the guys and the girls.

next was carol`s 21st. i was there for a while before i left.

us, with empty plates and cups!

so where did i head to after my departure?
tadah...!

hello kitty`s lanterns festival at chinese garden.

it`s been ages since i went there!
yesterday i was there with baby who was busier than i was, taking pictures.
i found out that he looks particularly like one of the bears there anyways.
i made fun of him the whole night there. LOL!

i have with me 2 new pets...

"ATTENTION!" (flap flap)
"helmet buibui and little buibui reporting to aunty ele!"
"we`re at your service!"

are`nt they adorable?
how nice if there`re pets like this in reality and can talk like chipmunks!
i will love to own them!!

one more week of slacking and it`s working phase for the time being.
i am currently in "charging mode".

2008-08-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

sometimes.
just sometimes.
i need to rant rant rant.
"RANT, RANT, RANT!"

thank you dumping ground.
now i need some food.
and i`m happy...

back to work soon!
ok, i`m going to conquer it...
CONQUER IT.

2008-08-22T23:59:00.005+08:00

似乎很久没上学咯，妈咪也这么说。是有啦，但是因为课很少，所以就等于没有上学咯！嘢。。。本小姐没有懒惰哦！本小姐有做功课勒，还有要替学生补习哦！但是也有跑出去溜啦。就那么一下下。哈哈！近来，本小姐的身体挺弱的，老了吧！不认都不行啦！因该向以往一样，去workout。不能再“向横发展”了啦！

今晚错过了一向来都很喜欢的烟花表演，但是还好有Yan拍的照片。谢谢有他和我分享。=）喜欢烟花那短暂迷人的绚丽和五彩缤纷。好美对吗？

Yan`s work.

also Yan`s work.

明天和baby去吃我的最爱-popeye chicken!太棒了啦！现在的他比较忙，但是他都没有让我失望，一有时间都会陪我。=）同学都笑我说：“恋爱的女人特别不同。”我不清楚，但我知道，我的快乐多了，伤感少了，就是这样吧。。。为了将来，我们都会好好加油！

2008-08-14T00:06:00.002+08:00

很奇迹般的。。。
你总是知道我要说什么。
你总是在我握着手机想你的时候传简讯告诉我你也想我。
你总是和我异口同声。
你总是让我能感觉特别。
你总是让我觉得你也很独特。
自从有了你，生命里都是奇迹。。。

尽在不言中，
本小姐一定会好好珍惜你。
就连望着你，手被你牵着时都在感恩当中。
很难解释。。。

谢谢你今天给予本小姐的惊喜，本小姐好爱好爱。
这种甜是连在睡梦中都感觉得到的。

"陈少"，谢谢你。
愛してる...

2008-08-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

was out on national day`s eve with a bunch of 2S22 peeps. silly me was not aware of that fateful dinner plan, which was steamboat, and i had actually eaten a full meal (daniel`s on the house) before i went to meet my S22 peeps. however, i was amazed that i did not let my money go to waste. i was munching on sotongs and crabs and did not have the time for much talk. i`m actually quite capable in eating. okays, we did catch up, we did joke, and we ate alot, especially nicholas who was sitting beside me. and yes, he stoled my favourite sotong from me too! those missing peeps who were missing, you people are missed. please turn up during the next outing okay? maybe nicholas would like to plan another one??? LOL! no group picture together because the steamboat shop assistants were simply too unapproachable, and i mean it in a very pissed way. therefore, we took 2 separate shots of the guys and the girls. lucky 7 this time.

jon, del, nic, jos.

fiona, sh, me.

honestly, we still enjoyed one another`s company. =)
so when`s the next outing?

有些事情过了就过了吧。。。
谢谢你的祝福，我过得很幸福。
祝你也幸福。
=)

2008-08-05T22:53:00.003+08:00

miss leenleen had been rushing me to update this space because she`s bored to see my blog stagnant all these while, which happens to be very true. rush hours were over and they`ll be here soon again. great good news: UOB Travel Planners accepted me (together with claire) without any interview! most likely office hours which means that i can at least spend my weekday nights tutoring or hanging out with friends having their internships elsewhere, one of my weekends with baby and the other weekend with other friends or doing my own work. meanwhile, there`s another 2 pieces of good and bad news respectively. good news first again - baby and i may be travelling overseas next year during his long summer holidays. that got me WOW-ing and smiling with my purplish braces (yes forgot to mentioned that i`m officially another metal-mouth! haha-ing!). bad news now - may have to forgo our taiwan trip because of some reasons, but it`s alright. we can always save enough and then fly there! otherwise we can settle for somewhere more budget! clicks! okie dokies, enough of news, news and more news.

time don`t wait and zoom... it`s august. another quarter of a year i`ll turn 22. that is fast. i still remember celebrating my 21st last year with more than 80 people. now i`m hitting 22. however things are going to turn out to be, i`ll try to make them fruitful for me. june and july were extremely fine as they can be but they flew by in a twinkle of an eye. school starts for baby while school seems to pause for me. no holidays but independent study where my life will still continue with researches, journals, surveys and yes, reports. internship commences in september. very soon also and i look forward to meeting new people, facing new challenges and juggling with situations even though i prefer school to working phases. so c`mon, bring it on! =)

on a happier mode, i`m meeting S22 peeps again at this coming friday evening for dinner or more activities. more cam-whoring, more gossips, more fun. this space lacks photos nowadays so i`ll try to get more and be less lazy in posting pictures. the actual excuse is the lazy part, i had tonnes of photos which i have`nt been blogging about and posting up. mom and dad going genting again so it`s me and pig sis creating havoc at home again. she tempted me into vicious online spreeing. my bank reserves are depleting at a faster rate that they are increasing. frustrations knock me. boo-boos! well well well.. saturday`s national day. should be spending time with baby unless he`s busy with tutorials.

OEI... study hard ah! wakaka! i`ll work hard too la. i`m fair. =)
WOW! i`m amazed that i can type an essay today!
miss leenleen, are you satisfied?
and baby, i`ve updated, what about you? =)

2008-07-20T17:04:00.002+08:00

终于忙完了应该做的事! 其实如果大家有注意到，去年九月到现在，本小姐好像在兜圈圈似的。忙了又停，休息完了又忙了。说真的，听起来似乎很闷，很无聊。但是本小姐一向来都喜欢学生的生活，所以还好啦。 =) 最近看到放榜的成绩，虽然不是最好的，但是还不错，给予本小姐很大的鼓励了，挺满足了。毕竟对得起自己，对得起爸爸妈妈哟。都说了:笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了!

上个星期三还替wick kor和xinni庆祝生日。很遗憾，只拍了这唯一的照片。。。

近来的生活很好，很幸福，很快乐。如果生活在古代里，我想我会什么什么退出江湖，然后隐居深山里，过无忧无虑的生活吧。自己想了都忍不住笑出来了。哈哈。。。但无论如何都要谢谢我的“阳光宅男”啦! 呵呵。。。

天使忌妒的生活 - 曹格
真的什么都别说
彩虹正在消失
我们赶快捕捉
以后的以后再说
你安静的眼神
也有一种节奏
love is a beautiful thing
多美丽多难得
love is a wonderful thing
就是那么爱你
什么都想为你
爱是一种毒瘾
正在发作
你知道我爱你
会爱到很久
甜蜜不必急着说
慢慢享受
连天使都忌妒的生活
安静也是沟通
几个呼吸就够
说什么都嫌太多
把现在的画面
留到老的时候
只要看你一秒
那些亿万个心愿
都简化成一句我爱你
(幸福的生活)

PS: 我就是那么爱你啦! =)

2008-07-15T20:29:00.002+08:00

rants, rants, rants!!!
chase my dark clouds away!!!

honestly, i`m stressed over tomorrow`s presentation for some unidentified reasons. haven`t felt so for months after my 1st 2 modules. i want my strawberry dessert but will`s not around. i`m wasting my time ranting at this space, but i feel the need to. now i understand why meihua mugged so hard and warned me so much about LAW. thank goodness, i`m not passing to be a lawyer.

so much so for those rantings, i gotta make myself busy by rehearsing my cursed speech over again and again. i guessed this is the only time i`m doing it so many times and i can`t get it inside my brains YET. this shows something - LAW HATES ME as much as i try to love it. fine fine FINE!!!!

i don`t care, because i`m going to conquer it!
pffts, pffts, pffts...

i`m going to slack through my weekends SOON!
rants, rants, rants...

2008-07-06T18:18:00.001+08:00

哈罗。。。

不好意思，因为本小姐近来还挺懒惰又加上课业繁忙，所以很少update部落格。一切都还好，每一天无论如何都活得很愉快。不愉快的通常不会久留，因为啊，本小姐一定把它们抛到九霄云外的! 哈哈，怎么能让它们烦死本小姐呢?

七月了，时间过得特别快。本小姐其实不知道什么原因，还挺喜欢每一年的下半年的。大概是因为天气会慢慢转凉，很多朋友生日聚会的机会比较频繁，杰伦会发片(哈哈!!!) ，本小姐生日，有圣诞和new year countdowns吧。管他的，只要开心就好咯!

总觉得这次的我和以往的我不同了，感觉很好。记得有人和本小姐说过要耐心等待，收获才会到来。也没有想过，一颗平常心既然让本小姐盼到了世界唯一的你。既然决定了，本小姐答应你: 我不会松开你的手。本小姐说了算ok? =)) 谢谢你，我和幸福的约定更靠近了。=)=)=)

8 more months to Taiwan people!

2008-06-23T21:32:00.002+08:00

这首歌的歌词真的好贴切。。。

遇到 - 方雅贤
你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
知道今世我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

Thank God for creating the chance for us to cross each other’s paths after 9 years. I cannot express how grateful I am today for what I have - family, friends, you, and even for every breath i`m taking. I don`t need any forms of luxury to be happy, this is already pure bliss. I`m contented. =)

xoxoxo

2008-06-11T01:40:00.002+08:00

本小姐好开心，因为今天临时预约做了头发。比原先的好多了喽!
前几天也和同学到ECP骑脚踏车，虽然少了太阳，但还是很愉快哦!
星期六和2S22的clique一起庆祝Nic的生日，还和Del一块儿给Nic挑礼物。很开心他很喜欢，就连TIMBRE的liveband都赞美哟! 本小姐的眼光还不来OK??? 好像好久都没有post photos了噜~
来吧!!!!

本小姐的seafood curry@Waraku. 超好吃哦!

好爱!!

我还有好多好多要跟你说，和你分享。。。
总觉得面对你就败给你，我不服输，但我还是输了，不得不承认。
我只是表面上逞强，不要拆穿我。
我多话，但是难听的都无心。
我耍性格，不是刁难你，是不想让你一眼就看穿我。
真的还有好多。。。
真的。。。

2008-06-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

几分钟前，我在回味去年圣诞节的录音片段。看着大家忘我的玩乐，没料到那么快，六月就悄悄地到访，炎热的夏天也渐渐转凉了。人是依旧，但在某些程度上已有了改变。欢乐的时光的确短暂，真的很想念。那么说道，是时候做些什么了吧?

我很想念大家在一起，
我很想念那个和蔼可亲的小家庭，
我很想念同学们，
我很想念欢乐的时光。
你们还记得吗?

快乐是种小小的幸福。
希望你，因为我，而快乐。
可能因为你，从此的我会更珍惜每个偶然。

let me just hope that history will never repeat itself.

9 more months to Taiwan. =))
Go Go Sisters!

2008-05-30T02:33:00.002+08:00

it`s been another fast yet free-from-worries week soon. assignments are on their way to send us their torturous regards. but before that, we tried to get ourselves as entertained as possible. after 2 years, Narnia`s back with Prince Caspian. i caught its preview at cathay on wednesday with weiyang. despite the unbelievable fact that i had lost my appetite the past 10 days, i went for popeye's, the girls` all the time favourite after they got my influence and i returned to hougang satisfied.

went to the dentist today (waited for ages for my 5-minute turn) and "horrifying-ly", i am only allowed to speak properly and sing my favourite jay songs after another 2 freaking months. it`s HORRENDOUS! but yet again, i`ve got to endure, by hook or by crook! however, i shall still fulfil my promise to will that kbox will still be on with the 'family'. he was nice to come over for desserts after his work. =) wonder how long more before he can only meet me on weekends. kinda sad in fact.

quick quick, the research question please come to my mind so i can get started! you may choose to knock me or hammer me, as long as you come!

2008-05-24T17:09:00.002+08:00

蔡依林-日不落
天空的雾来得漫无经心
河水像油画一样安静
和平鸽慵懒步伐押着韵
心偷偷的放晴

祈祷你像英勇的禁卫军
动也不动的守护爱情
你在回忆里留下的脚印
是我爱的风景

我要送你日不落的想念
寄出代表爱的明信片
我要送你日不落的爱恋
心牵着心把世界走遍
你就是晴天
你就是晴天
我的爱未眠
不落的想念
飞在你身边
我的爱未眠

爱的巴士总是走了又停
微笑望着广场上人群
我要把爱全都装进行李
陪我一起旅行

我要送你日不落的想念
寄出代表爱的明信片
我要送你日不落的爱恋
心牵着心把世界走遍
你就是晴天
你就是晴天
我的爱未眠
不落的想念
飞在你身边
我的爱未眠

本小姐听这首歌的时候，想起也想到了很多可爱的事情，不知觉的笑了出来。
呵呵。。。
一个星期又悄悄地过了，大家可别来无恙?
要好好照顾自己呀。。。

2008-05-18T02:35:00.000+08:00

我们是幸福的。希望惨遭天灾影响的异国朋友都加油。大家帮忙一下哦! 有钱出钱，有力出力!!! 大家行善会更幸福哟! 那些幸灾乐祸的人渣就滚开吧，本小姐看不起你们，甚至可怜你们，那么没教养! 希望他们能尽快度过难关。。。

这个月碰到WEIYANG已经两次了。上一次是在AMK HUB，今天在巴士转换站。由于本小姐的浪漫手机还在维修当中，不能储存新的号码，所以刚刚就ADD他在MSN，结果聊了聊，就聊到2AM。哈哈! 他还是挺好被捉弄的啦。(本小姐其实也有点坏啦，常常捉弄别人。) 原来他也喜欢“死神的秘密” 哦。真巧，我们都是昨天看的。还好我没到PICTUREHOUSE看，不然呢，今天就会第三次遇见他了哟。哼。。。这部片子很好看，让人有种温馨，回味无穷的感觉，虽然说有些部分挺滑稽的。本小姐也喜欢。=)

和她聊了整个下午，我真的感觉自己变得开朗了许多，很多事也都看开了，甚至能在乌云里看见蓝天。很多事有时真的并非我们所想，而且还往往捆住我们不放。我了解这种痛。相信我，你越挣扎绳子就会捆的越紧，就会越痛。相反的，你勇敢地面对，船到桥头就自然直了。逃避也不会让你解脱。不勇敢怎么看见灿烂的天空呢? 笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了!

i`m also known as miss 603.
thank you very much! =D

2008-05-15T16:41:00.001+08:00

能够无所事事地发呆的感觉其实很好。。。作业暂时杀清了! 其中也得到老师对我的肯定，快乐无比。这次我可发现我的强项了。从前就不知道自己好在哪儿，现在我大概知道了!

是时候做些事了咯。。。
本小姐前两天就和旧同事还有小学同学见面了。今天也特别留在家里收拾快要乱七八糟的卧房。明天会去修理一下本小姐的“浪漫手机” 和看“死神的秘密”，还有当然就是多多休息啦! 本小姐虽然是出了名的“啪啪走” 的，但是还是决定多留在家吃妈妈的爱心晚餐，让妈妈开心点。虽然是成年人了，但是始终还是妈妈心里的“小朋友” ，所以不得不乖一些哦! 嘻嘻。。。当然我还有一件重要的事要做。那就是和WILL那一夥人见面。这是本小姐原先答应然后欠着的哟!

我不是成熟而是长大了。那你几时才会想呢?

2008-05-10T01:17:00.003+08:00

宝贝儿们还好吗? 本小姐好久没更新部落格了哟。因为身为学生的我很努力地在做作业呀，那身为老师的我呢也同时忙着教补习咯，学生们的年中考试快杀清了，也是本小姐放小假的时候啦! 应该休息一番了，不然快要病倒了。

近来也没发生什么大事啦，就是有些事让我看见人性丑陋的一面。人毕竟不完美，我也一样。但是呢，我认为做人最基本的条件就是做什么事都要肯定，对得起自己最重要。不喜欢的也可以大方地说出来，不要勉强。喜欢的就勇敢地去追。偷偷摸摸只会让人起疑心。让本小姐一怀疑那就糟了。因为本小姐喜欢当侦探。我不聪明，但我想懂的我会自己找答案。本小姐说过对嘛? 玩心理游戏我往往不会输的。我不是自大，是对自己有信心罢了。纸始终包不住火。我是一朝被蛇咬，十年怕井绳吧，不能都怪我。本小姐并不可怕，是人心显恶才恐怖。事过境迁，我也不想多说了。你否认我的那一刻，我就不存在了，对吗? 我不会留恋了，我真的放手了。但我不难过，我知道前面还有属于我的蓝天，我的夏天。

LEENLEEN小姐告诉我那个梦，我多么希望是真实的。但听了本小姐也心花怒放了，就知足常乐吧! 嘻嘻。。。明天去放松自己，会很美好的对吧? 我可是充满冲劲哟! 还有。。。生日快乐PEARLIN! =)

大家要听千山万水哦! 超赞的! 尤其是最终的那版本!

离开台湾的梦还有10个月!!!

2008-04-24T21:16:00.002+08:00

amidst the chalky thoughts i had of those freaky school dumps came a call, to my house number. on the other end of the line after i answered came a kind of familiar yet unfamiliar voice that went:"hey, you changed your number never tell me!" (in chinese) i was taken aback, wondering who was that i was conversing with. nowadays friends get me through my mobile, i almost forgot that i have a house phone. "i`m mingwei la!" came next. i paused for a quick second or two to think and then went "friend-friend" with him. mingwei was also my ex-senior in SRJC. and in conclusion, i`ll be meeting him next wednesday and i think there goes my mugging at changi airport as i was telling shimin today. cranky mingwei said to meet him by the fountain with a rose which he demanded that i must put in between my lips (die-die must do) until he arrives with on a white horse. i almost fainted at that. to think that he said that was more romantic. i told him to ride a bicycle instead. he`s a space cadet like what shir always said me if i am to classify him. anyways it`s time to see him to get something done too. the time came right.

no holidays won`t kill me. assignments which are strangers to me will. soon i guess. langkawi idea came sudden and the price choked me a little. it`ll be 101% great if i can go but, there`re just buts. yes i love to travel to attach myself to this industry. at times i have considerations too, like now. what`s more attractive is still taiwan. next year i shall fly fly fly, now may not be right. i set my priorities right to avoid disappointments. =) patience at work.

tomorrow i shall sing all the songs in jay's "on the run" album to relieve tension i have within my nerves. i love ktv! that was my answer to mr reza`s mock interview trial yesterday in front of the class when i was so unfortunately in his random pick (shir is his usual pick!). my classmates laughed. but it`s a fact. next few weeks may be grounded weeks to ktv for me. no troubles, because no pain means no gain. i believe i`m gaining positives.

right now, i want to burn the freaky dump. more midnight oil must be added.
it`s that simple.

2008-04-21T00:05:00.005+08:00

今天出外去走走，和两位“帅哥” 吃午餐。可怜的本小姐还是只能细嚼慢咽，所以呢，好料就没我的份儿了! 兜了正个下午才和DAN走回家。他似乎有好多话想说，但来不及说完我就上车了。抱歉。。。

回到家里没多久又溜出门了。到目前为止本小姐还是一事无成，所以呢，待会儿就要下苦功噜! 多辛苦也得撑住呀! 所谓吃得苦中苦，方为人上人嘛呵! 大家要努力哦! 很开心明天就会1 ASSIGNMENT DOWN了哟! 还有三个要杀清!

这几年走来并不是很容易，经历了那么多，人也成长了不少。途中，我失去过数个晴天，被捆在阴天里。很幸运下起雨的时候，有人一定会给我撑伞，陪我看雨过天晴的彩虹。很多时候，我开不了口告诉你们我有多么感动，但相信你们都懂。有些事不是前进就可以得过且过，退后看看也是一种收获。=) i sorted them out already. now destiny will decide. :)

2008-04-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

今天本小姐在HEEREN看见了超大的杰伦海报哦，兴奋之下，不顾意态地就马上把它拍了下来。

本小姐此刻好像有些思绪泛滥的感觉(是错觉吗?)，突然之间也不知道如何说出。顿时间也似乎不知道可以做什么。有些感觉本小姐好像忘了，但想起来的时候又不懂似的，总而言之就怪怪的，是麻木了还是什么呀? 搞不清楚耶! 本小姐是怎么啦，鬼迷心窍的!!! 算了，不想了OK???

可怜的本小姐最近真的可以减肥了啦。。。好多东西都因为牙痛(DUE TO SEPARATORS) 而得放弃。好难过哟。。。
加油吧哦!

you wanna drop me clues?

2008-04-15T14:06:00.003+08:00

郑元畅-忠于原味
阳光照亮世界却涂鸦不了黑
就像我怎么完美也得爱上谁
爱情要靠感觉幸福靠智慧
我的心却理所当然往你身上偏

喜欢的还是喜欢
讨厌的还是讨厌
这口味一旦养成
就注定很难改变
喜欢的还是喜欢
讨厌的还是讨厌
有些事可以妥协
有些事就必须绝对

喜欢你单纯喜欢你怕黑
喜欢你的缺点那么讨厌
all i want只是想爱得不虚伪
不虚伪

喜欢的还是喜欢
讨厌的还是讨厌
不需要去在乎谁
让自己忠于原味

喜欢的还是喜欢
讨厌的还是讨厌
i love what i love
i hate what i hate

本小姐觉得这首歌好可爱哟。
好爱好爱!
呵呵!

2008-04-13T18:26:00.002+08:00

昨天回到了一个既陌生又熟悉的老地方，百感交集。

不管怎样，老师们始终还是把我们当学生般疼爱，就犹如父母怎样都把我们当宝贝一样。今年终于说服了蔡妈和大家合照。为什么称她为蔡妈是因为她给我们妈妈的感觉啊! 和蔡妈聊了挺久的，也从中得知MISS ONG当妈妈了! 恭喜哟!

欢乐的时光怎少的了旧同学呢? 当然没忘记他们，只是现在大家各忙各的，联络的时间少了。很庆幸晓妍亲自打给我叫我一块儿回去，那可是我的荣幸呀，多忙也不可能拒绝哦！
好怀念中学时的大家。好想回到过去哦。。。

Mr Chee and Mdm Chua and ex-4E4s.

the supper gang.

our favourite:ktv, most of our favourite: jay chou.

细水长流
年少时候谁没有梦
无意之中你将心愿透露
就在你生日的时候
我将小小口琴送
最难忘记
你的笑容

友情的细水慢慢流
流进了你我的心中
曾在球场边为你欢呼
你跌伤我背负
夜里流星飞渡
想象着他日的路途
晚风听着我们壮志无数

年少时候谁没有愁
满腔愤慨唯有你能听得懂
每当我失意的时候
你将那首歌吹奏
琴声悠悠
解我情愁

岁月的细水慢慢流
流到了别离的时候
轻拍你的肩听我说朋友不要太惆怅
霓虹纵然再嚣张
我们的步履有方向
成败不论切莫将昔日遗忘

人生的际遇千百种
但有知心长相重
人愿长久
水愿长流
年少时候

你有被本小姐影响到吗?
没有?
那是因为你无法感同身受呀。。。

i`m asked that question again for 2 times yesterday by 2 different souls.
my answer is no.
wakakas!

2008-04-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

in English today. =)

collided into ex-colleagues from sportslink - claire and desmond today.

then dan accomplished "run papa run" movie with me this evening, thanks to his off day. i was much taken aback when he admitted that he was really affected by the movie - instead of the usual me. dined out with him tonight. he suggested walking over to botak jones, though i was a teeny weeny lazy and tired. however tired, long walks are usually not-very-quiet for me. we yakked all the way, no gossips, but about life and my scoldings because of what he did.

tomorrow`s homecoming day back in xms. meeting up with a couple of 4E4 peeps this year. of course there`s will and my noob partner - mr noob noob.

getting a little weird. i cannot seem to feel my emotions. LAUGH-OUT-LOUD!
due to some reasons, i`m turning in earlier these nights. around 12 is the "auspicious" time.
but appetite wise, i`m still gorging myself apparently. a bowl of prawn noodles, multiple nuggets, a hashbrown and milk tea cannot satisfy my outrageous appetite this afternoon. the sakura buffet that day with class (i didn`t expect my uni class is so hyper in outings before i hit uni. i thought that most uni peeps are "dead")must be the culprit. gulps! i need to STOP. one, i`m getting fat (its weird when people said i lost weight recently again and aunty catherine in the resource hub said i look SLIM! not that!) and two, it`s 12mn!

i whined myself to sleep last night before i realised it. tonight i shall count the number of jay-chou's to sleep. i`m sure tomorrow will be just fine!
WOOSA~

2008-04-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

本小姐非常期待古天乐的新电影。。。
谁要一起去看呀?

本小姐也决定了对某些事的看法，毕竟也没什么好谈的。我再也不会被影响啦。
本小姐才没空玩无聊的儿戏。玩心理游戏也免了，我不会输。

countdown to Taiwan trip: approximately 11 months

2008-04-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

本小姐一向都厌恶某种人:
1) 骗子
2) 多管闲事者
3) 无中生有者
4) 自以为是者
5) 1+2+3+4者

很多事本小姐可能不晓得。但是很衰(对你而言)的是，本小姐都会无意中发现。
邪门吧?
所以呢，有些人应该有自知之明，不要到本小姐我忍无可忍之时让我揭穿你，那会很糗哦本小姐要先说明。
呵呵！
就这样啦~

2008-04-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

姐妹们和MR REZA在PARTY WORLD的合照。=)

今天。。。本小姐充满了倦意却又载满了满脑的想像。
周大侠VS杨公主。。。

浪漫手机 -周杰伦
轻轻放
我就是卸不下对你的喜欢
原来爱会慢慢增加重量 =))
想关上这城市所有的灯光
黑暗中专心闻你的发香
这夜晚让暗恋很有画面感
回想
与你约会过的地方
都舍不得删
在脑海里储存欣赏
你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温习银幕上
你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释我又多传了一行
你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来得这么突然
短信的桥梁
将暧昧期拉长
我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养
在虚拟土壤

电视墙
吵杂的情歌还在拼命播放
我安静在闹区等来电铃响
有一些话打好了却不敢传
怕收到信息的你在为难
街道上人潮衬托我的孤单
想象
谁幸运的陪在你身旁
却误会一场
你也在等你手机响
你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温习银幕上你可爱的模样
关于缘份的解释我又多传了一行
你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来的这么突然
短信的桥梁将暧昧期拉长
我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养
在虚拟土壤

暧昧 -杨丞琳
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

暧昧的关系好像很复杂哦? 会吗?
甜甜的还是苦苦的呢?
又有多少人会承认一段暧昧的关系呢?
感情真的存在吗? 又或者是一场伤害无辜的游戏呢? 又或者是在浪费时间搞噱头呢?
为什么就不能大大方方，轰轰烈烈的说爱呢?
久久以前的敢爱敢恨的作风埋葬何处呀?
怪，好怪。。。

不要误会，只是想想罢了。
切记: 相信就要坚定，坚定才会相信哦。

psst! Miss Eileen Chia, i want Jimmy Lin`s songs. remember the CDs!!

2008-03-28T14:06:00.002+08:00

Your True Love Is an Aquarius

Why you'll love an Aquarius:

Independent yet devoted, you'll appreciate the unique approach to love Aquarius takes.
You both see love as a bit of a game, and Aquarius will challenge you until you're completely hooked.

Why an Aquarius will love you:

You're secure enough to give Aquarius tons of space - even if it means separate interests and friends.
You have the brains to keep Aquarius engaged and curious. And the passion to change the world together!

What Sign Is Your True Love?

hur hur hur and LOLOLOLOLOL multiply by infinity!

2008-03-28T00:09:00.002+08:00

扯-周杰伦
天气冷的让人生闷气
火气我沮丧的很生气
空气太糟需要有氧气
太多假义气一想就气

敲门敲敲门
基本礼貌叩要先问
离开也不随手关灯
生活习惯真有够混
敲门敲敲门
简单动作叩也不等
你看来虽不像坏蛋
但做事做人却很蠢

你像一团沼气
影响我的士气
损我的英气又那么神气
说话的语气败坏了风气
我不想为你为你白花了力气
那么会扯去扯铃
扯多你就会上瘾
扯你最善变的表情
我的解释请你务必要听
那么会扯去扯铃
却扯不出个命运
扯你最善变的表情
嘿你这样说我有一点伤心

不停犯错
不停推拖
养了一堆籍口等它成熟
前一秒说是朋友
后一秒诬赖我

别再跟我哈啦
我不是个傻瓜
说谎就要付出代价
是应有的惩罚
别再跟我哈啦
你被当成笑话
自己造成的那尴尬
我也没有办法

>> 很有道理勒。。。你们认为呢?

细雨纷纷。。。
我撑伞站在十字路口。
路上的行人匆匆忙忙，
我却不以为然。
雨过天晴。。。
我的心情又将如何?
你说我想太多，
我说你不曾想过。
谁对谁错，
我已不想多说。
最后的我们。
雨过天晴了吗?

本小姐一向都相信 “先苦后甜” 的道理。所以明天也一样哦，干活儿了才能出外哟。又要去唱K了，和几位同班同学和Reza老师。他的目的竟然是去听歌! 不可思议的cute勒! 免谈啦，明天又是JAY AND SHOW DAY了。呵呵。。。唱K前会和shir还有cg吃晚餐。充满期待哟!

2008-03-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

本小姐最近看完了三本与杰伦有关的书，然后就依依不舍的把它们还给图书馆了。=(
最喜欢D调的华丽了。

还有呢，chunjin从LONDON回来了呦! 她的人好好哟，竟然还有想到我! 她带了hello kitty的travel kit回来送给我! 超感激的哦! 好可爱哟! 谢谢!! =)

昨天和同学到chomp chomp去吃晚餐。难得他们来到了算是 “我的地盘” 吧，尤其是shirley耶，整天说我这儿是ulu-ulu岛，就连她也来了，所以呢就和他们一块儿去啦! 粗心的本小姐忘了把cammie带下车，所以就有劳lintz了。明天再向她取照片吧! =)
好啦，开工啦!!!

Countdown to Taiwan Trip: Approximately 12 months!

2008-03-25T01:20:00.002+08:00

都说了呀，本小姐除了家以外，最喜欢的地方就是机场了。本小姐认为呢，机场是个很温馨的地方，第一呢是因为那儿有很多属于我的回忆，二则是因为我可以看见不同国籍的人接送亲戚朋友的表情，那很真实哦，三呢则是因为有好吃的东西哦! 今天放了课就和eileen和minghui去机场吃晚餐。当然的，本小姐特别开心，满足。

好喜欢这照片。既可以看见机场的跑道，又可以看见大家的影子。合二为一!

好熟悉哦这个地方。。。

猜猜谁是eileen谁是minghui呀。。。 =)

甜甜的-周杰伦
我轻轻的尝一口
你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口
这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有

你爱过头竟然答应我
要给我蜂蜜口味的生活
加一颗奶球我搅拌害羞
将甜度调高后再牵手
你的爱太多想随身带走
想你的时候就吃上一口
我温热着被呵护的感受
却又担心降温了要求

我尝着你话里面的奶油溜啊溜
听过的每句话都很可口呦啊呦
那些多余的画面全被跳过
你的眼中只有我

我轻轻的尝一口
你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口
这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻的尝一口
你说的爱我
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口份量虽然不多
却将你的爱完全吸收

我微笑着让香味停留
缘份走到这也赖着不走
像夹心饼干中间有甜头
继续下去不需要理由

本小姐越来越喜欢这首歌了哟!
hmmm... 忙碌的日子要来噜，大家来芳芳加油站，我给你们加油哦!

2008-03-23T00:51:00.003+08:00

大家好哟。我有一项任务要执行，也就是有一件(糗)事要公开哦。。。

大家大概应该都知道大多数女生在毕业前一定会持着一本所谓的 “autograph book” ，到处索取朋友们 “最后” 的留言吧。我也不例外啦。以下是某某人的留言。。。

可爱的 “叉叉” 会说话呢!

超有独特的创作才能耶! 但可能字眼太小了，你们大概是看不清楚吧。
那几个某某人如果真的想看的话，本小姐下次和你们meet-up时才带出来啦!

sensitive的details，本小姐已把它删除啦。(够 “family” 了吧! Oops! 说漏了!)

其实挺可爱的啦。。。
已经是好久以前的事了。。。
Awww...

2008-03-21T12:53:00.002+08:00

妈咪昨天超可爱啦。。。她和朋友在KTV然后听到杰伦的歌就打电话回来:

妈咪: “你听得出这个什么歌吗?”

本小姐: “等一下! 我听听看。。。” 啊! 周杰伦的!

原来是 “青花瓷” 。。。

本小姐: “要不要我唱给你听?” 。。。色白花青的锦鲤跃然於碗底。。。

妈咪: “OK LAH OK LAH!”

本小姐: “唉哟妈咪，我有听过啦! 你回来我播给你听啦!”

妈咪: “OK LA! 拜拜!”

本小姐: “。。。啊? OK。。拜拜!”

2008-03-19T00:28:00.002+08:00

i shall turn in to my soft-heartedness no more.
i`m apologetic but i cannot lose my cool to your tears.
that`s final.
yes, final.
i`m glad i was honest.

time to be on your own feet, i`m not a refugee camp provider for god`s sake. i know the ugly world and i`ll not hesitate to evolve into a monster when the world turns dark. before you realised, i`m "miss nice" gone.

it`s not that i did not put myself in the situation, but i`m really drained of my remaining energizers. i merely seek for the kind understanding that i have my own commitments and i cannot be doing spoon-feeding continuously especially upon hearing the unreasonable reasons which upsetted me enormously i must admit.

this is the 2nd time i made someone teared.
the world is cruel and i am evil.
i`m upset too.
please spare me.

2008-03-16T19:42:00.006+08:00

开心的星期天，我的眼睛好像特别离不开电视机耶。坐了整整两个小时就为了看 “最佳拍档2” 。我没提过吧，我挺爱看经典的香港电影哟，因为超好看的呢! 待会儿还有我要看的节目哟! 超 HAPPY的! 现在的星期天就像小时候的一样，只是少了 “小叮当” 卡通片罢了。哈哈。。。

我长大了吗?
时间像流沙般流走了我的童年，
那么清晰的画面，
捉迷藏，粉笔黑板，闯祸罚站，爷爷常带我去吃的 “鱼丸kosong面” ，两毛钱的冰淇淋，等等。。。
我多不舍得。
我握不住，
让流沙从我手中流走。
流走了岁月，
但留住了回忆。
我会去珍惜，你会吗?

爱来过 - S.H.E (斗牛,要不要)
我看不开也放不开
因为我曾见过爱情真的盛开
我要等待
一直等待等那一个夜晚从回忆回来
当你拥抱着我那一瞬间
我像飞到空中
而当我缓缓降落
我不再是我
我有了梦我在梦中

爱来过
来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾也都不争气的珍惜成笑容
爱来过
让我完整过幸福过
怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱
我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来爱我

寂寞喧哗我不害怕
因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大
会容得下我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰
你有没有过承诺我已忘了
那已不重要了
反正我都会守候
在梦中守候
我最唯一最美的梦
我就是要等你回来

如果需要动用奇迹来召唤回你
就让泪蒸发下成雪花
和我一起在爱中被融化
爱来过让我完整过(让我)幸福过
爱来过让我完整过让我幸福过

2008-03-16T02:35:00.002+08:00

飞机场。两个人。凌晨3点钟。一杯奶茶。
地点是我的梦想目的地。
兴奋，极端的快乐，幸福仿佛就在这一刻。
电话铃声突然响起。。。
发现原来是我的妄想。。。
.
.
.
结束了吗???
.
.
.
不，因为它还没开始。。。

犹如人间蒸发似的，我好久都没有回来探访自己的部落格。
的确，我不得不承认我挺忙的。
忙得是不可开交。
累得是死气沉沉的。
但是，我还是回来了哦!
大家有没有差一点儿就把本小姐给忘了呀?
如果有的话，就让你看看我的生活照，把你拉回来哟!

我有胖了吗? =/

昨天才拍的哦。。。
头发剪短一些些了。。。

下星期就是第二年的新学期了，好快哦!
那是因为我没假期啦。。。
蛮期待星期一的到来，因为可以做我爱的事哟 - 唱K!
有空的话还想学习更多事物。我几时才能放个长假呢? 我不奢望但我渴望哦。。。 =)
明年的这个时间，我可能就可以如愿以偿了! 所以呢。。。香港和台湾，你们要等我哦!

misses and hugs.

2008-02-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

i sacrifice time to blog just because i feel like all of a sudden.
anyways, happy valentines` to my adorees. =)

this entry is gonna be about the just-but-not-exactly-over chinese new year. much thanks to the angbaos contributors and money contributors during black-jacks. hee.. this year is a good gambling year for me surprisingly! and thanks, of course, to friends who allow the big group of us to visit their house during this season. this includes me! haha... but greater thanks to pearl and xinni for the feasts at their houses. being great camwhores, we didn`t fail to take pictures at every house we visited including the family members. let`s look at a few.

bro wick`s house, featuring rocky CJ8!

my house.

pearl`s house featuring some of her sister`s friends.

winnie`s house featuring kl and cousin`s gf.

i skipped the one taken at kangming`s house because i reached home, uploaded the picture and discovered that the photo was bad, even with timer on! shan`t elaborate much!

xinni`s house.

i love chinese new years. at least before i become an angbao contributor myself! hee...

i like this song quite alot. partly it`s because it`s a jay chou production and partly because there is a special feeling towards it, perhaps. =)

亲爱的那不是爱情 - 张韶涵

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

my jay chou world tour mechandises had reached me! i was super elated though i had to make a trip down to somewhere i detest to collect. >.< shir was with me. she was equally happy. =)

i look forward to the field trip.
i await the nonsense which are going to happen there.
i can`t stop imagining the silly things we will do there.
my tutee called me a silly baby today when i made fun of him.
bbrrr...
okays...
i think it`s time for assignment!

hugs.

2008-02-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

yes, it`s been a long break from blogging. and today, on chinese new year`s eve, i`m back.

it`s been a busy fornight with school assignments, tuitions, chinese new year preparations and somethings. and not forgetting, being terribly sick for one whole week.

witnessed jay chou`s popularity again on sunday. couldn`t believe that i went to changi airport to catch him and bugis junction to await his arrival. he looks very charming with those dimples. i labelled 030208 as jay chou day was not a hoax. i even got on my hands his latest concert cds and dvd separately. you can call me nuts and i don`t care. i like him because he`s really awfully talented, more to music sense definitely, but he`s picking up on his acting skills. caught his movie kung fu dunk with eileen, her brother, shirley and her friend. i simply adore his character in the movie. it really suits him and carries his other side well. touching moments captured too, apart from those hilariously funny ones.

2 new additions to my jay chou collection.

red and green; i missed the purple one. =(

anyways, before the movie, eileen had kindly offered to do a d.i.y manicure for me. alternate red and black. matches perfectly and i like the nail arts. her mom was nice too. she gave me a red packet and packet of fortune cookies from precious moments which i blurly left at my grandma`s house after the reunion dinner. by the way, i got a few red packets already from some relatives and my tutees` moms. =) so nice.

this year i`ll be turning 22. as usual, mom still buys me and sister pyjamas for chinese new year`s eve night. and i`m not shy to wear it since mom bought it. =DD chinese new year is always fun with lots of house visitings. you get to see long-time-no-see cousins and relatives, you get to eat goodies, you get angbaos and you have fun playing cards and mahjong. also, you get to gather with friends, take pictures with your nice clothes on and have dinner together on the same table plus tossing the lucky yusheng. most important of all, no work and school for most of us, so we can have a hearty time, putting aside any assignments and worries temporarily. i`m glad that i`m almost fully recovered, seriously. if not, i`ll miss out the fun. =)

before i end off this post and don`t know till when i will blog again, i wish dear all a very happy chinese new year full of happiness. stay safe and healthy. =)

you people must be glad to see this post since many are complaining of my abscence. satisfied? you guys better be. `cos on this eve night, i still got to work through my assignment so i can really play the next few days! =)

take care okays?
have fun!

2008-01-19T01:58:00.000+08:00

周杰伦的concert超棒，超赞! 今天他可是抱病上阵呢! 而且高音都彪上去了哦! 杰伦的舞蹈也进步好多哟，玩乐器当然不用说的，我可是大开眼界哦! 他认真弹奏的样子还在我脑里挥之不去。等了5年的今天，我真的很开心。因为我终于看到杰伦本人了，也听到live的音乐。跟着他一同歌唱，时间仿佛过得特别快。唱着唱着，我差点儿就感动得哭了出来。原因未知。今天也是杰伦的29岁生日，他很开心哟，还要求我们唱首生日歌给他。今天真是辛苦他了! 今天两次的encore他也不让我们失望，多唱了3首歌哦。我就是那么喜欢他，很崇拜他对音乐的passion。=) 总而言之,我非常enjoy今天的concert!!! it`ll be unforgettable.

Jay Chou rocks.

I`M BACK.

2008-01-16T13:00:00.000+08:00

i`m back to dust my little space.
been busy and that explains why i`ve been blogging less.
a summary of what took place?
alright, here goes.

YanFang has, in the past week:
-met up with people she wanted to.
-met up with people she longed to meet.
-met up with people at the eleventh hour for a movie.
-gone to pulau ubin with people.
-gone CNY shopping with her girlfriend.
-been committed to tuition despite having fun.
-sorting out something tangible and intangible.

short and sweet and i`m done.

i`ve been listening to radio throughout my journey to school every morning. i hear songs which are not in my mp3 player. some triggered my thoughts, my memories. i`m not feeling down, i`m just reminiscing what happened then. i realised i smiled to myself. why so? i realised how things can be so simple and how i could look at it in complexity. your emotions can take you on a ride. when serenity engulfs you, you will see the picture. real friends scolded and commented how silly and naive i am. well, i don`t deny. why should i? sometimes, i appreciate there are such people around me to enlighten me. few can do that in actual fact. for what had happened, i won`t hate anyone nor blame anyone. what happened turned out to be only part and parcel of life. these are phases of life. i`d learnt to only bother with things and people which require me to.

that night i saw many stars while i was sitting outside plaza singapura with a friend. that night was quiet and clean. i told my friend how much i love to see that same sky with someone who will really cherish me and whom i can share my life with one day. he just smiled.
a smile.
sometimes you don`t have to mention a word.
and i will understand.

the melodies still run within me.
are you still with me or you don`t anymore?

2008-01-07T02:22:00.000+08:00

在这夜阑人静的片刻，某人感染了我。
是时候选好自己要走的路，
是时候走自己要走的路了。
是时候让大家以那讶异的眼神问我: “你是我认识的燕芳吗?”

the sun rises and then sets everyday.
time and tide wait for no man.
the earth still revolves around the sun.
this is nature.
an unique nature.
i saw a baby smiling and he was playing with me today.
i saw the innocent look in his eyes.
i trust that he was happy.
but i couldn`t help but it made me wonder...
if your speech won`t give you away,
if your actions wont give you away,
if your looks won` give you away,
your eyes will.
this is a mysterious fact.
what is human nature?
it depicts greed? selfishness? lies? and what say you?
me say: human nature was periodically beautiful but is plain ugly.
was periodically beautiful because you know a baby will not harm you.
is plain ugly? needless to explain further, need i?

to a friend: we stand on the same line. we work towards a common aim. we cannot give up. we will eventually hit the finishing point, where it leads to another new beginning. i tell you and you tell me. and it keeps going on till we end.

super sunshine. super me.

2008-01-06T02:57:00.000+08:00

retail therapy works best when stress is over, you have the aim to buy something, the pay comes and when you "therapy" with the right people. overspending is not encouraged though. =) yesterday was friday, my assignments were all up and i went shopping in orchard with py. it`s been ages since i last shopped at far east plaza. we were rather crazy yesterday because we kept trying on clothes and rejecting them until we met our right ones. py got her lovely shoes and dress, i got 2 "very me" tops, or some may call them dresses, but not exactly. future state was having a sale, how could i resist? pandora`s box had too many "i like" kind of stuff, how can i escape? bearing in mind that i cannot overspend, i kept my budgets under control. satisfied with our "harvests", we had haagen daz ice cream to add on the happiness. didn`t camwhore much due to the busy shopping schedule and my bad hair. i`m going to do something about it this coming week. =))

had a great time today too, minus tuition time off (though justin did something cute and sweet for me today). walked all the way home from kovan with will at 1 plus in the morning. tangerine cafe didn`t show the match till late tonight. had a detoured long walk. had a heart-to-heart talk in that cooling weather. he`s one of the few whom we can relate to each other very well even without needing to keep in touch with every other day. time has evidently showed the bond between me and him. if you have these people around you, i urge you to cherish them. =)

next week i have many activities awaiting me. more meet-ups, shopping, plus ubin trip with uni classmates. i want to catch a movie also. i will make time for that! cny is approaching in a month`s time, more plannings to be done and new assignments will bug me soon.
*one-quarter of fish, three-quarters of duck...*

... right now, i`ll just take my rightfully deserved break!!!
time to play hard after mugging hard!
and yeah, zhutou is back!

tomorrow is shopping day too.
and before that i`ve an agenda to complete. wish us luck! please please. hee...

time for sweet dreams, i`m outs.

2008-01-03T02:16:00.000+08:00

will, val and bumbum... sorry that i haven`t been meeting you guys for dinner when you people asked me along. and it was like for some couple of times already. i am terribly sorry. i promised you people a dinner date sometime after this friday alright? sorry sorry. aww... and i also promised jan that i would pop by her house someday to visit her (and of cos visit bumbum at the same time). i will try my best k? =) sometimes i hope i can teleport myself or split myself into let`s say 3 YFs.

i had tonnes to blog actually. but i need my hands and minds on my project, at least these last 2 days.
hang on yanfang! =)

2008-01-02T15:08:00.000+08:00

its 2008.
but somethings just don`t feel right.
i don`t know what and why either.
let`s just hope that things are going to get better.
for you people and me.
=)

nevertheless, celebrations were fun and over!
the last day of 2007 ended simple.
dinner was close and cosy.
sparkles substituted fireworks though far from it.
and we mahjonged through the night.
the first day of 2008 started normal.
i met up with my wonderful childhood friend for dinner.

i sort of made many decisions for myself this year.
accomplishing them or not is secondary.
but i will make myself work towards them.

group assignment is more than halfway through.
individual one was completed on the 2nd last day in 2007.
and deadlines are approaching this week.
meaning what?
meaning it`s time for some solid sleep and rest.
and of course for meeting friends as promised.
time to do spring cleaning.
time for some CNY shopping.
time for class outing.
time to meet up people whom i haven`t been able to meet.

this is only the beginning.
let`s see what 2008 has for us in time to come.

the few i spent my last few moments of 2007 with.
it`s 7 people again.
the lucky 7!
=)

2007-12-31T16:04:00.000+08:00

i have the time to post one last entry before 2008 comes.
hee...
happy new year to all.
we gonna party tonight again.
weets-uu-weets!
=)

... and i will not forget 2007. i`ll miss you. muacks.

2007-12-29T01:53:00.000+08:00

i have the sudden urge to blog, just before 2007 ends. i was and i am busy, so this may jolly well be the last entry of 2007, and i really took the time for my essay to blog. how silly can i get when my assignments` deadline are actually next week plus i`ll be having tuition lessons tomorrow morning and i can have the mood to blog. *laughing at myself*

christmas eve this year was equally happening like 2006`s, even without most of the usual people from the clique and with kelvin this year. dinnered at borsch steakhouse at serangoon gardens to avoid the crazy town crowd. i was disappointed with the service and food quality. i was aghast by the way the aunty spoke to me when i gently reminded her about zhutou`s order to be delayed a little. and when my order came, the fish was obviously not very fresh. i could only look at porky`s ikan and kelvin`s chicken chop in sheer disappointment. =( but that didn`t dampen my mood. in fact jolene said i was abit high that day which i don`t know why either.

i received lovely and yummy christmas gifts from jolene, xinni and zhutou.
thank you ladies.

anyways, after dinner`s programme were cam-whoring and ktv. no place for sparkles though. we had crazy mad fun times inside the ktv room with all the balloons flying around which eventually turned balloon wars, with loud noises coming out of the party crackers and toys and with our cheers and singing. besides cam-whoring, we turned hopelessly-hopeless video-addicts as well. i compiled the files and realised how big the folder can be. i`d be making copies of the folder for my dear friends as new year`s compensation gifts for christmas. =X we had seen the photos and videos and they`re indeed horrendous! i hope the dvds can serve as a remembrance for that crazy night! i was thinking perhaps for next year`s christmas, i may be tied down with attachment work, so i ensured that i enjoyed myself thoroughly that night!

will new year`s eve be as fun and happening? please be. hee...
dear all, happy 2008 in advance.

after filling our stomachs. =)

some of us turn santarinas.
and porky took my bag away though you can`t see it clearly.
"he did he did!"

before winnie popped by.

party boys and girls.

cheers and merry christmas!

new year resolutions?
i have tonnes of it.
but the main one is...
to be cheerful and healthy all year round.
=)

i miss weiquan. i miss daniel. i miss qian. i miss candice. oh when can i see them?

i reserve some of my thoughts here. if this is going to be the last entry of 2007, i want it a happy one. =) take care.

2007-12-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

yeah, tomorrow is christmas. =)
today is more exciting.
today is christmas`s eve!!!
will be meeting up with my dear dear friends later.
time really passes by very fast.
i can still vividly remember last year`s christmas eve.
all that fun and noise.
and it`s been a year.
a year of ups and downs.
a year coming to an end and also to another beginning.
a year we all turned adults.

this year`s christmas is not as crowded as last year`s.
and without those horrendously huge bags of presents from colleagues and friends.
but who cares?
tonight will be equally happening,
right guys?
i want to take many many pictures and videos tonight,
with our christmas hats.
put on your smiles ok?
=)

i love christmases.
but tonight will be without fireworks again.
but...
i just remembered something!
i have sparkles at home!!
and a bottle of red wine!
smiles.

should i hang a red sock at my window?
hee...

guys and girls, let`s party tonight!

2007-12-22T01:38:00.000+08:00

festive seasons are around the corners and that amounts to less diligence at work. only 5 of us turned up for library research today. everyone wants a long weekend i supposed. i yearned too. but i still dragged myself outta bed this morning to school as promised to shir, though i was horrendously late home again last night. i played until i forgot the time. the 4 of us really had a silly fun time playing with my camera, my handphone`s camera and kw`s handphone`s camera. the videos, i swear, were hilarious, though i couldn`t make out some of the scenes because it was so dark! but the voices enough can make me laugh out loud. i didn`t know video`ing can be so fun! i seldom utilise the video function of my camera and handphone, until last night. some of the pictures look sparstic too but some look nice. *so... for those videos and pictures which i`ve yet to receive, i`m going to be a pester-bug! hee.. next time when i`m stressed or upset i can take a good look at the silly videos and make myself laugh. =D that will be nice!

shir was late today. i couldn`t believe i was the earliest today. even edwin who`s usually punctual, was a minute behind me. should i compliment myself? seriously, i dare not. =X

i was mugging at nebo alone just now before catching national treasure. quite a fruitful session though it`s only an hour odd. i sent out emails of my findings and they seem useful according to my group mate. she`s fast in replying emails, unlike shir. haha! shir, please read your mails!we`re happily flooding the mailbox! anyways, national treasure was rather nice, my genre kind of movie. =) and i had alot of tim-tams throughout the movie that made me super duper full even without dinner. that was sinful but chocolates are usually hard to resist - for my personal case. i regretted stopping at the biscuits section in ntuc! and after the movie i got free chips and drinks, thanks man! lols! and once i came online, twin messaged me. he couldn`t recognise me in my display picture, how could he! he deserved a thrashing by aunty-ele. lols!

as promised, some "normal" pictures. abnormal ones will not be posted, videos as well. i don`t want to get myself into trouble. haha...

guess where am i?

me and joseph. =))

ele and quack.

(quack has the fetish to act cute?)

porky and ele.

(while porky has the fetish to carry handbags?)

and for sentosa trip...

2007-12-20T15:16:00.000+08:00

no chinese today, so no headaches for some readers. =D

i`ve started watching "they kissed again". the 1st episode was hilarious, a little silly but a little sweet. =)

jolene`s celebration was over. the weather god was rather co-operative. and thanks peiyu for lending me her volleyball when wick kor couldn`t make it the last minute. =) they saved the day for jolene! and then dinner and ktv was alright. just that the surprise didn`t turn out so surprise after all. but the most important thing is that jolene enjoyed herself.

a few days ago i woke up feeling like a loser like how i told will. but after the phone call with him that afternoon, i suddenly felt otherwise. i`d heard enough of bad news and i`ve just received a piece of good news. =) at least that cheers me up! and christmas is on its way! i love christmases, especially with fireworks. last night before heading to st james, we got to enjoy "songs of the sea", coutesy of zhutou. the fireworks were so nice. but they were too short. nonetheless, i witnessed the beauty of its short-lived moments. and after that i had a tiring night. shan`t go on with the details, only to embarrass myself. i`m both sorry and thankful to the ones i`d troubled last night. =X

later will be meeting botak joseph. oops. i shouldn`t be so bad to him. he`s nice to me most of the times. haha. but later i really wanna touch his botak head. oops again. the more i say the more i fault. *shakes head* wondering how much has he changed over the last 2 weeks. =p

ok la... pictures will be posted later.
preparing to go out soon. =)
cheers.

2007-12-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

我有个怪癖: 我喜欢搭长途巴士。所以上学对我而言可说是挺“好玩” 的。因为我在途中可以做很多事哟---补充睡眠，观察人与事物，think about assignments，etc。。。每个上学的早晨，我都背着书包，手挽着笔记形电脑(偶尔)和握着不可缺少的手机和mp3。Mp3 可是我途中的好朋友哦。手机也一样。Mp3要是忘了充电就靠手机提供entertainment了。有时候一首歌要播了好几次才有味道，才会觉得好听。这是其中一首。起初还觉得难听呢! 但听久了还觉得蛮ok的。 =) 就推荐给你们吧。。。

蔡依林-非卖品

当时怎么爱上你的

朋友说的我微笑听着

爱情的剧本原来就没规则

现在变不重要了

结局揭晓了

后来当朋友

你我也只是说说

训练成好演员的我

说不遗憾是骗人的

那些爱与不爱还在整理着

我明白的只是谁来导演呢
勇敢是你教的

眼泪是我的

快乐都假的

我想找个答案

如果爱被出卖

到最后非卖品有什么剩下

太好强又太傻受了伤

当赠品留下

包装的坚强

笑的那么自然

悲伤也放进橱窗

爱没有答案

再倔强再不放到最后被看穿

一个人逞强说不恨是骗人

我不再隐瞒爱的伤痕

不舍转过身不必回头的承认

非卖品是爱最美的灵魂

前几天发生了一件糗事啦。我赶着去上学嘛，然后又下着小雨，我也就迟到了，所以特别紧张啦。到了校门口，我得跨过main gate的lower railing嘛。我一紧张我动作就太快了。结果呢，我人就在学校里啦，但是鞋子落在校门处了! 我身后有位男同学看见了，他一定笑死了啦! 我连头都不敢台就拿了鞋子想跑，但是我忘了我应该先把鞋子穿上。所以我立刻穿了就跑人啦! 丢脸死了。=X

hmm。。。希望明天天气合作一些些ok? 嘻嘻。。。

my favourite strawberry cheesecakes.
courtesy of claire.

how sweet.

2007-12-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

我累了。
但是我还没放弃哦。
身体似乎真的有点不听话了，如果没有好转的趋势，我一定会赴医生的约。哈哈。。。

wq这两个星期天天都可以book out，所以都有约我吃晚餐，但我一直没办法meet他，有点难抽出时间，好在他很understanding。他还会call我谈天，还不赖啦! =D

哼，还有啊，我有认真地学说广东话哦。我要慢慢学，相信有一天至少也能达到” 半桶水” 的境界。如果你不晓得，我挺喜欢学语言的。我很想继续进修法语哦，但是现在还不能，唯有耐心等待机会的到来吧。=)

wick和pearl都从香港回到新加坡了。pearl有替我买” 老婆饼” 哦! 还是我喜欢的品牌呢。~好开心哦~，不像”某人” 。哈哈。。。什么” 老婆饼” 只能买给老婆吃! 哈哈。。。bro说他没买，但有心意已经很好了。。。我一样开心啦。=) 今天收到joseph的sms说他在army的日子还好，那就好啦。我相信大家都想看见他”botak” 的模样。哈哈。。。那就拭目以待吧! =p

下个星期又有presentation了。。。似乎没有感觉yet。但无论如何我都会尽力而为啦。 =) 只要我相信自己可以我就一定可以吧! 一定会加油的!

明天将和朋友去看”Alvin and the chipmunks” ，因为我能索取特价的戏票哦，所以就不要浪费嘛。嘻嘻。。。

你们有想我吗huh? 哈哈。。。好啦，让你们瞧瞧aunty ele啦。。。=)

aunty ele gets stupidly-happy over small things. -.-

... and so serious when she cannot sms properly on her nokia phone when her SE phone is under repair. =.=

2007-12-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

新加坡的冬天是雨季，有时候还挺冻的呢。但我就喜欢那冷冷的感觉。=) 今天我的手机回到我身边了，好开心! 希望它不要go dead again了。今天又去了机场，不用说你们也知道啦。。。嘻嘻。。。今天也做了件好事让我感到十分温暖。=)

我的眼睛不知为何肿了一些些。我又没哭又没对任何东西产生敏感啊，所以也不清楚发生了什么事哦。So sad! 希望明天会好一些些吧。今天因为眼睛肿，看起来有点爱睡，结果就被lecturer点到了。但是我没有在上课时睡觉哦!

昨夜和will聊了一会儿。我这个小弟挺了解我的，从来都不用多说他也大概知道他大姐想说什么。有时还挺怀疑他是不是我失散的弟弟。哈哈。。。唉，你记得要motivate我啊! U keep fit I lose weight ok! =D还有谢谢昨天深夜把冰淇淋送到我家门口的那个人。虽然是有点fattening，但是我还是把它吃完了。哈哈。。。所以我真的要减肥了啦，不然就要成为名副其实的aunty ele了哦。=(

Time to sleep? 晚安。

“其实很久没恋爱的我可能似乎已经忘了什么叫爱情了。。。”

2007-12-09T03:16:00.000+08:00

前几天就很想写部落格却抽不出时间。现在终于把作业清了，就快快地update。嘻嘻。。。
星期三傍晚和joseph等人到j8的茶餐厅去吃晚餐，因为joseph星期四就得成阿兵哥了。陪他早一些去shopping，结果他买了hello kitty的礼包送我。超可爱呢! 其他人都没有哦，所以很谢谢他的。=)

星期五去参加了表姐的婚宴。替她感到高兴。她找到自己的王子了! 还记得以前她还在替我补习的那段日子，转眼间，她都嫁人了。哈哈。。。表姐夫和她十分相配哦！=) 但昨天有点衰啦，手机坏掉了啦。一定是最近太自恋，拍了好多照片，结果就坏了。真讨厌啦! 没有自己的手机在身旁就好像少了什么似的，一点儿心情都没有，真懊恼! 希望星期一就能把它从SE拿回。

刚和猪头等人去打保龄球。不用说，我又丢脸啦，还被拍了下来。但是还挺好玩的。辛苦做完了作业是应该奖励自己的。=)之后我们还一起吃晚餐和chill out。回家的途中还学了一些广东话，但讲了出来真是笑死人了啦。。。问猪头就知道了。在学校里丢脸还不够，出来还继续。。。如果告诉annie，她一定又要笑我了。。。

下星期是jolene的生日，我volunteer to organise，因为她总是帮我们不少忙，该我了啦!=) 希望她不会嫌弃就好。。。

突然间有好多事很想去做，但还得看着办吧。现在最priority的就是睡觉! 哈哈! 明天还要meet猪头到外面mug的! 做完assignment并不代表我可以偷懒哦。嘻嘻! 加油吧! =p

晚安啦!

下次再post photos k? =)

2007-12-05T00:03:00.000+08:00

好久都没有用华文写部落格了哦!
今天算是特别长的一天，挺忙的。
下课后去替小朋友补习，
然后就匆忙地去找猪头温书。
哼。。。
今天感觉很满足，
因为又在文章上加了一些些details啊!
=)
好累哦。。。
但是累而换来的满足感就是多了一份开心啊。

<偶尔，乌云密布的天空是不会落雨的。即使是下雨了，雨势也不会永远持续的，所以别担心。人嘛，如果已经走过最艰难的时候，再难过的难过也就不会那么难过了，所以呢你一定要加油哦! =) >

我正在想: 如果我有真的有张兑换券任我兑换，我会兑换什么呢?

tomorrow we`ll be meeting joseph before his enlistment. i hope he`ll be happy that i`d planned a dinner for him with the few of us. i guess that`s something i should do at least. =) and tomorrow there`ll be sinful popeyes chicken for lunch again before group project meeting. pardon me for mentioning about the chicken too much recently, my friends have cravings too. =X so i "just" tag along. =XXX

2007-12-02T12:08:00.000+08:00

我不会唱歌-罗志祥

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么哭什么
明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么哭什么
明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得这首歌
唱完的是我

我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的
下一首已经不是我

我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得
这首歌给我最爱的

everyone around me seems to be talking about show. lols! i super like this song in his new album though i`m not a big fan of him. i first heard of this song when eileen and shirley were frantically discussing over show. will sent me the whole album and i realised that yes, i like this song as much as i like 我不配. haha! this song is very "ful-feeling" also! show sang it until he cried i heard. so peeps, you all may want to try listening to this song wor! =)

i`m gonna work on nathan`s assignment after lunch!
i won`t allow last minute work from myself in terms of schoolwork.

and currently, i`m waiting for dinner at hk cafe tonight!
and will just asked me to join him in the "dunno-what walk". it`s for charity. he said there`ll be freebies like party tanks, sunglasses and even condoms! i was like "huh!". if i`m going and i got my hands on condoms, i`ll give them out for free also. who wants them can approach me privately. i won`t tell people you want them, if you can trust me. =) hee.. will seems very enthusiastic, so am i. =) it`s for charity and we`re on for it! right now, i`m away for brunch!

2007-12-01T18:45:00.000+08:00

fulfilled my cravings for popeyes chicken on wednesday and yesterday. it was like a long wait. anyways me and friends went singing on wednesday also. =) enjoyed myself thoroughly, till i missed school the next day because i had fun till late.

yesterday wise, i was at winnie`s chalet with friends. i went there without resting beforehand, thus i looked so lethargic according to some friends. i`m perfectly fine. and thanks to the people who took me out for a walk after gulping some contents of chivas. xy was very entertaining indeed. and i realised how much he understands about another scorpio friend. after the walk, we went back and i slept, disrupted once in a while, for 2 to 3 hours. and i went for breakfast session at changi village without eating breakfast with xinni, jo, zhutou and km. i`m not used to eating breakfast so early in the morning so i watched the rest eat while jo and xinni fed me with their fruits and drinks. =) then we went back to the chalet bungalow for a short rest. me and jo helped to clean up the place and those big pots before waking the sleeping pigs up. the rest woke up quite fast except for one pig. lols. *ahem* but alright, i understand that it was a sleepless night, so i must be MORE understanding. haha!

i came home wanted to go out after my bath but was advised not to. so i stayed home and rested till 5.30 pm till i finally woke up. however it seems that i`m still feeling tired. will just called not long ago. most probably will meet him later for a drink while he eats his dinner. mum bought me dinner already. pure bliss. shui bao bao chi bao bao. hee. i`m lazy to post photos today. so when i load them into my lappy i will send them out upon requests. =)

so fast.. it`s already december.

2007-11-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

if i look at you and smile, and tell you i`m feeling down, would you believe?
thanks to the friend who believed me.

i believe there`s still a rainbow at the ending stretch of the road. i have to walk all the way to see it, and i will see it, i told myself. the past 2 years were not for nothing. yanfang is a strong strong girl. she drank alot of 'milk'! haha! MILK MAKES HER FAT! ---> alright this is "pure milk"`s theme i know.

i just feel like dumping to my blog. and after that i`m going to walk on and work hard!
i still have loads to complete under my agenda!

edwin and gang, sorry about it la k? i will join you guys next time and bring you guys more laughter with my silliness! that`s a promise and i will keep it ok? hee. =)

cookies and cakes. XOXOXO.. haha!

Cold cold day.

2007-11-26T14:22:00.000+08:00

i`m currently freezing in national library in my drenched suit. drenched suits really give low morale and i feel very uncomfortable especially at my legs. my jeans bottoms were dripping wet just now, but now, it gets a tweeny weeny bit better. i hope i won`t catch a cold. i`ll be stuck here the next few hours. in the midst of blogging, i`m also hunting for information with my shivering hands. and i feel like sleeping on the carpeted floor. what am i thinking? haha... it feels just like a lazy monday afternoon.

this morning i slept on the bus and i knocked my head against the windows when the bus suddenly braked. it was so embarrassing and even me myself felt like laughing. but guess what, the best way is to continue sleeping and pretend you don`t care. =X this week is pretty occupied. i gave up blading with my classmates and edwin was like looking at me and said, "how could you huh?!!". well, of course my clique is more important. i guess i will have to join them another day. sorry guys, i know i sounded biased, but the fact is i am. haha! the other days i have group meetings and tuition and friday`s winnie`s chalet. i just realised that i still have 2 weekday nights, plus saturday and sunday free! weets!

i am feeling very very cold. i`m off to cuddle my friends. haha. shall update again soon, i hope. =)
meanwhile, take care of yourselves people.
and the most important thing is remember to miss YF!
ah~... haha!

i`m looking forward to wednesday with my friends. woots!

4 in the morning.

2007-11-24T04:04:00.000+08:00

i`m blogging at 4 in the morning! just reached home not too long ago after a long day. late for library research, tuition cancelled, shopped at j8 and bugis, dinner at bugis and then i had so much fun at the cafe playing games. joseph made me laugh till i had cramps in my abdomen and tears welled up in my weary eyes. i could not stand it. =D well, through games you can really see the strengths and weaknesses. perhaps i also have my own merits! *wink*

wednesday`s programmes were so fun-thrilled. i knew how to blade fairly stably but... i still don`t know the right way to stop and i just kept moving by myself until i shouted to edwin for help. and those dragonflies scared me out of my wits. i could not run with my skates and guessed what. i stood there and screamed for help. that left edwin, shimin and shirley laughing like mad and they refused to help me. =Xxx i dislike insects! i still remembered that someone actually scolded me for being afraid of butterflies like two years back. =.= anyways blading at ECP was exciting and i maintained a "zero-fall" record which made me so happy. i`m a newbie with roller-blading. now, who wants to bring me go roller-blade? hee... i want go ice-skate too. i want to learn the braking skills. =) pool was after ECP. i won, i won, i won ok!!! thanks to all my "mentors". edwin said we can go play, blade and cycle someday after school again! erm sorry, i took chocolates again today. =X

and thanks to mr raymond chan for the picture. =) he did some simple but nice edits to it.

and i don`t know how come my name is there. i just saw it.

and of course, how can we forget...?
hello mr kangming, welcome back to singapore!

alright, my hair is dry now.
i`m off to bed smelling good. =)
nights. =)

2007-11-20T17:03:00.000+08:00

today is also my birthday my mom said.
hee...
i should have gone out than staying at home then.
but mom just told me about it today. =.=
she offered to cook egg mee sua for me but i don`t want.
hee...
cos i don`t like mee sua.
i told her i only want the egg and she was like (-_-")...
but it still makes me happy. ^^v

my popeye chicken is coming~
because kangming is coming back.
weet-uu-weets!

and if tomorrow`s weather is fine,
edwin tay, shimin, shirley and me are going to ECP after school!
please don`t rain!
oops, i said it out.
but really, please don`t RAIN tomorrow!
i want to cycle.
i want to try blading too!

i`m high on chocolate content last 2 days.
don`t mind my hyper-ness.
=D

Wedding Bells Ringing~

2007-11-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

171107. i witnessed a model couple walking into their next phase of life - marriage. this couple is none other than mr and mrs raymond cheung. i still remember the days in xms when we still made fun of mr cheung being single at 24 years old then. now, in a twinkle of an eye, he`s married and he got himself a pretty and good natured wife. a perfect union i would say.

it`s a church wedding i attended, in a finely decorated function room. the front stage was strewn with pink and champagne roses petals, with candle dishes and lamps. i believe almost every girl will dream of herself being in the most perfect wedding, in the most beautiful and elegant wedding gown, with the man she loves most. i was being dreamy again today, so you people must pardon me. but of course when i imagine, i didn`t get the full picture because i could not picture my love in his handsome suit. i don`t have a partner yet, so what could you expect? am i supposed to put louis koo or jay chou`s face on my love? that will be so...!! wake up!

alright i`m being dragged back to reality!
the wedding today touched me almost to tears when i heard the newly weds delivering their speech. at the same time i was so happy for them. hereby, i wish them eternal bliss and may the baby come reporting soon. =))
and i want to say that the food was really appetising today. slurps!

oh, we always turn cam-crazees during occasions.

with the newly weds - mr and mrs raymond cheung.
behind: wick kor, siting (my "dasao"), me, winnie, jo.
p/s: the brothers really look alike in this picture.

we just adore the cute little bouquets!
but i hate my shorty fringe alright! pfft!

the "we do!" moment.
aww.. so sweet! =))

<3

2007-11-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

sitting down in front of the black box watching variety shows is rare for me nowadays. i only face my lappy or i`m out most of the time. however, just now i sat down and watched "my star guide 2". i was attracted because i like travelling and i`m taking the tourism course and i thought perhaps i could get some inspiration from the programme. bryan wong was introducing australia, tasmania. reminds me of kangming who`s still in australia (but coming back soon), probably still hugging a koala to sleep. i was just kidding. according to him when he last called back, he didn`t even catch a kangaroo in sight! but anyways, it seems that tasmania is fun. the animals are adorable and they look so cuddly. i want to hug a koala and wombat too!!! and the sceneries are so captivating! singapore doesn`t have those! i was wondering whether mediacorp will feature france in the next season of the programme. i will defiitely catch it if they do! =)

sometimes you feel happy for no reason. even listening to a song playing on my mp3 on the bus journey to school makes me smile. it reminds me of my student calling me silly recently. i can`t help it but that`s how i behave after i turned 21. i wondered if there is a weird disease hitting people turning 21. but then again, i feel so bored at night like i was complaining to will and bumbum. i had no choice but to turn myself to my assignments and bury my head in them. but i`m doing them willingly. in fact you can call me a psychotic girl who enjoys homework.

i realised i changed alot in my way of thinking. the used-to-be-very-pessimistic-side of me is fading, but not completely gone. i`m more prepared for challenges and i managed things better compared to me a few years back, but i`m still sotong. i can`t understand why it`s hard to change the blur side of me. but who cares? haha... and yes my dear "family", stop writing on my guestbook or call me to tell me don`t get left on the shelf. i will promote myself when i can. nicholas will know. haha. he was my boyfriend on my celebration day. he wanted me to introduce him some girls that night and i said, "oh, no problem nick! here you are. i`m still single and available! take me la. the rest no need consider liao, only me!" and he played along. but we "broke off" after 20 minutes. haha! just a joke anyways. i told will before, when he gets his girl, i will get my boy. that was what happened the last few times. so will, help me by helping yourself! then we won`t get left on the shelves, tattered and torn. haha.

i`m so dead now. boring night again. thank god tomorrow night i`ll be out. so tonight i guess i shall work hard and then tomorrow`s outings will be my rewards! =)

ah... jay chou`s songs get better each time i listen to his new album. shirley and minghui will agree with me. =) i want to sing them tomorrow! minghua is a jay chou fan also, so tomorrow we just hog on jay will do. may.t, no worries, well pull you to join us!!!

"这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协是我忽略你不过要人陪这感觉已经不对我最后才了解一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配......" so nice la this song!

My Appreciations.

2007-11-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

first of all, i welcome myself back to my webby-blog. next, happy belated birthday to myself! this is my first entry after i switched '21'. i`m officially an adult! many people kept welcoming me to the "R21" club. it seems a different world, but i`m still me even after i turn 21. in fact, life`s a countdown which we have to face. i`m going to live it fruitfully and love it dearly, otherwise, it`ll be a waste. people who get into my way, trying to pull me down, well.. get lost! i`m so motivated by my school lecturers nowadays. i supposed i didn`t choose the wrong course!

anyways, i have tonnes of thank-you's to extend out to. of course i must first thank my mum, dad and my pig sister. they were great helpers to make my celebration possible. then i have to thank especially weiquan, xianjie and hazel for helping me on the night before my celebration. the guys booked out from camp feeling so tired and yet they still supported me and cheered me up in the chalet. and thank you ching fang and ching yan and again my pig sister for the surprise cake, and not forgetting carlsberg and daniel. they came down on friday night too specially for me. next, i want to thank pearl and jolene for being my runners for so many times on my celebration day to get ice and charcoal which seemed to shortage every little while. and thank you to my cammie-helpers and bbq-experts which i lost track of.

now for the gifts part, in no order of preference. the easiest of all is firstly to thank people who gave me red packets to cover my chalet costs and my jay chou concert ticket! =) thanks to my sister for the unique necklace. =) thanks to my cousins for the new mp3 player. =) thank you ching fang and ching yan for the guess wallet. =) thanks will, cai, jen, shir and bumbum for the titus watch. =) thanks jo for the self-designed zoo trip scrapbook. ) thanks zhutou for the special self-come-up-with-theme scrapbook also. =) thanks wensheng for the eeyore. =) thanks winnie for the self-made-and-painted carousel in a box. =) thanks xinni, pearl and edwin for the giant hello kitty and the bouquet of flowers. =) thanks to my uni clique for the chocolates, necklace and bag. =) thanks to my jc clique for the levi`s vouchers and card. =) thanks to kaiwei, marcus, carol, xueyuan, jason, louis and joseph for the capitamall vouchers. =) thanks helen for the perfume. =) thanks lele for the top and piggies. =) thanks kian leong for the wine. =) thanks hazel for the hello kitty keyboard. =) thanks cindy and kelvin for the necklace. =) thanks yujia and shir for the perfume and card. =) thanks to the unknown givers for the rest of the gifts. =) i`m sorry because i couldn`t recall who gave them to me because there`re too many people. i love all my presents. of course i still have unreceived presents from some people because i haven`t got the chance to meet them. but thanks to them also. =) and thanks to people who wished me personally, through friendster, through the phone, through long-distance call, and through smses on the actual day and days before. =) oh yes and people who sang me birthday songs in groups or individually. i hope i don`t miss out anyone, but if i do, i hope that you`ll understand that this poor sotong is blur and she seeks for your forgiveness.

this entry is so full of gratitude and love and...
anyways here are some pictures to share. but before that, a reminder to those who have the photos for the night and have yet to send me... please forward me k? many many thanks! long time since i posted pictures. enjoy:

busy with presents and gossipping.

i`m just a simple happy girl.

my favourite chocolate and strawberry combination.
and yes, i love my pink key!

cliques!

ssshh...
i`m not going to tell you what i wished for!
oh yes, i haven`t mention that i love my hair that night!
it was done by hazel.

agents 1 to 8 on stand-by at your call!

my happy family. loves.
more family outings ok?

my brothers... with my satay.

lots of love.

those are some candies for you guys. the whole album is too huge to be uploaded. those who want pictures, you may request from me or EXCHANGE yours for mine. haha!

我不配-周杰伦

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气
在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲
走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏
你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节
你好累你默背为我掉过几次泪
多憔悴而我心碎
你受罪你的美
我不配

i`m head over heels in love with this song. =)
no hidden feelings. i just like the way jay sang it. =)
i look forward to his concert!
and ktv on friday!

Say hello to my new layout and bye to the last!

2007-11-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

don`t worry, you are at the correct page!

finally, i kiss my old blogskin goodbye after sticking to it for so long, till numerous souls complained that it`s getting boring. i like my current layout. and it`s no longer dark! i`m sorry for the past dark, dark and dark blogskins. i adore black, so even i had choices, i still went for black. now? it depends. of course, i will still prefer dirty colours with tinges of pink or green or total black. but under certain circumstances, i will choose otherwise.

tomorrow`s popeye`s chicken may be off due to the incoherent timetables or probably left with me and nancy. nonetheless, i guess that we`ll still have a chance or even more chances. abdul is suggesting to the airport management to allow him to bring us on an airport field study before christmas! how great? a tour to my 2nd favourite place (the 1st is none other than my home! -.-) in Singapore! i know the airport quite well on the outside seriously. now it`ll be interesting if i have an opportunity to learn about the scenes behind the success of our 1st class airport which is the only airport to be able to sustain the best quality the last 10 years. interesting to me though it may not to you. speaking about airport, yiqin`ll be back from australia for a while next thursday. hope to meet him and the rest! my college classmates seem to love australia. most of them went over to pursue their degree. as for kangming, i believe he`s getting along fine with the koalas and kangaroos over there now. maybe he`s hugging one to sleep now. and i cannot imagine it. >.<

wednesday and thursdays are declared school holidays for me. jubilant! i can lie in bed with my blanket and refuse to get up until i want to, especially on thursday! friday is a school day but we`re going on another field trip called the "perfect serve", where we`ll be introduced to wines and french cuisines i think. this course is really turning me on because of the prescence of the things i adore. tourism rocks i should say. my course mates will agree, maybe for the "arthur" part. friday i need to rush up a little because i need to open my chalet room and prepare my things. i begin to look forward to my celebration but not the day i turn 21. =D

janice still owes me a secret. so secretive and i wonder what is it. janice, please tell me!!! haha!

2007-11-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

let missy koh do some blogging to clear her lazy bugs.

term 1`s ending soon in a flash. last assignment for term 1 is going to be submitted on tuesday and i`m prepared for it. so am i prepared to collect my jay chou`s 8th album and indulging in popeye`s chicken! i love visiting changi airport. :)

i still cannot believe i`m turning 21, the key to unlock adulthood. i told my childhood friend today: 21st is only the beginning. she agreed. i cannot imagine what`s coming for me and i cannot picture anything. i only know i have to be strong against all odds. i heard about my friends going all the way to get me presents. that`s not the most touching part. the most touching part is how much time and effort they put in going to make me the happiest princess, wrong, it should be queen (=DDD) on my 21st birthday, even when they are having exams or busy with year-end reports at work. a birthday is just like another day i know, but they still make me feel cherished and warmed. and i have joseph goh (sorry i gotta use your surname to differentiate you from your joseph clan) who will be rushing down to my chalet after his hong kong trip like wick kor did last year. he can jolly well skipped it but he promised to turn up. really appreciate the efforts. before my birthday i already feel like saying THANK YOU. hugs are ok, kisses 'teh-teh'!! can my doorgift on my birthday celebration be a hug? but on 2nd thoughts, who will want to hug a fat ele? i think i`ll just forgo the idea.

anyways i got my cake ordered from choc-a-bloc yesterday and my beautiful guestbook today for my birthday already. i love the cake design and the colour and prints on my book. the design look abit of modern vintage. =) i`m going broke soon! i was dreaming about ways to earn money just now. again , i was dreaming nonsense. =x

right now i need someone who can give me a really good massage.

2007-10-31T12:44:00.001+08:00

bonjour! happy halloween to all. just got a treat from sweet claire. =) i`m blogging in school again, after curriculum hours of course. i`m bored to tears while waiting for xinni and pearl. feels so much to just put my head on this cld study table and just sleep through. i overslept this morning though. thanks to late night mugging for assignments and the great comfortable weather. even mom and dad did not succeed in waking me up. it showed how weary i was, i am. but i still made it to school didn`t i? =) "procrastination is always a temptation but never a solution!"~YF`

i received a piece of bad news yesterday. i need to continue with tuition. but the good news is, only for justin. no doubt i was very off yesterday when i saw his mom`s sms because it means part of my favourite november is gone! =( chalet`s next weekend, and so is perfect serve programme. i`m so looking forward to next week so i can take overloads of pictures.

celebration`s coming means i`m nearing 21 years old. any resolutions people may ask. easy. i just want to be happy, healthy, less naive and i hope to get my degree smoothly. =) wishes? no, i won`t divulge, else they won`t come true? =X if you are one of them who has been asking me for a gift solution, tell you frankly, i have no idea too. the only thing i like is POSITIVE surprises. they always take me aback and give me thrills. i realised i sound like a psycho-something. alright if you really can`t think of anything, you can get me:

1. shopping vouchers (Adidas, Levi`s, Topshop, Dorothy, Sony, Creative...) i always need clothes and sometimes, gadgets (not psp or ds-lite)!
2. vintage long necklaces, no sparkling gold will do.
3. a watch which suits me like the current one i`m wearing (from bugis street will do also.)
4. a bag for school which is made of light materials and must suit me. (again, anything from bugis i don`t mind either)
5. a pretty 4R self ahesive photo album to house my birthday shots (preferably something vintage and less sweet.)
6. a collage or scrapbook (i like doing scrapbooking for others but i wonder if there`s anyone who`s willing to work one out for me. weets!)
7. too costly? then a self-made card will do. =)

are those enough? i really can`t think of anything else. i can`t imagine myself sitting in front of my notebook staring into space and then started typing only like 10 to 15 minutes later. that`s enough to kill my brain cells.

alright, time for assignment!
revoir.
=)

2007-10-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

essay is finally done. in a self-proclaimed lousy way. it`s my 1st essay for this course so i should not be too disappointed, should i? anyways i tried my best. =) tomorrow`s the deadline. if raoof is going to pronounce me 'dead', what can i do? awww... i should be optimistic a little. i`m sure i will pass! =))

kangming just called from australia 2 hours ago. i almost missed his call because i have a phobia currently for unknown numbers. but luckily, i decided to answer. i was abit surprised that he called me, but glad to know that things are alright for him there. he said he hasn`t seen any kangeroos and koala bears yet, because he`s on a hill. i bet the sceneries must be so nice over there. but still, france appeals more to me. =) let`s see if he`ll call me again since i was so evil again to him just now.

anyways, i`d just been irritated by some faggot who appeared to be a wolf in disguise. i`m silly but i`m not dumb. i cut off contact with him straight away. i do not want to have anything to do with this faggot in sheep`s skin anymore. i`m rude i know but i do not want to end up being bullied.

i just received an sms from dan also. one thing he said really touched me alot. i can only say thanks and appreciate his thought. =)

bumbum is sick and feeling down. must be too many negative thoughts choking him up inside. bumbum, cheer up and have a spedy recovery. i`m waiting to lunch and hang out with you and will after classes. november is a free-of-tuition month for me. i don`t wanna waste it! november will be a great month i hope.

i understand but whether i can apply or not is another question.
what do you think?

2007-10-27T15:33:00.000+08:00

i just woke up from the longest sleep of this week --- 10 hours. for your information, my shortest sleeping hours is pathetically 2.5 hours. the rest of the days i only slept for 3 to 4 hours at the most.

i`m a person who is so used to hiding my thoughts and feelings, at least for the last few months. i do not fancy showing it on my expressions very frequently, not even when i feel happy now.

an hour ago, kangming called to bid farewell. he was on the plane, taking off soon to australia for army training stuff. he smsed me initially but it seemed that i was sleeping too deep to realise that my handphone message tone actually sounded. i was still in bed and i sounded a little weird. i was supposed to sound sad, but i sounded happy. terribly WRONG tone! he sounded so sad and i gave him the happy tone. what was i doing? and i thought before he wanted to hang up the call, i pressed the cancel button on my handphone, wondering did that cut anything off from him. again, what was i doing? i hung up and jumped up from my bed, thinking that the whole thing seemed so off key. so i hurriedly sent an sms over to ask him not to be sad. no replies probably because he`d switched off his handphone. aww, that made me felt really bad. i couldn`t believe i ended up crying, which is =.=. alright no big deal, it`s just a short one, not those loud wailing long lasting ones. i just hate the idea of bidding farewell, especially if i`m the last person you called. i jolly well know that it`s only one month but so sorry, i can`t help that. i signed in on msn and realised that he sent me an offline message after i signed out at 5am. i bought the biscuits for him because he can eat on board the plane, but i think i passed my silly-bug to him. he said he will eat it when he`s back! by then my cookies no longer nice already. ( -_-")... poor cookies! haha!

yesterday was out with the rest. it was an informal farewell for kangming. i watched 2 movies yesterday. one in the afternoon and one in the wee hours of the saturday morning. both movies were too gore for me to handle. if i have a weak heart, i might just collapse in the cinema. in between we all had steamboat for dinner followed by 2 rounds of bowling. still not good but i improved ok?!! however, i didn`t take any photos yesterday so there`s nothing to post. haha.
kangming must be on the plane thinking about what was he enjoying at this time on yesterday like he said. we shall see him back in one month`s time. and he`s going to miss my birthday, i will asked him to make it up, so he better start worrying. luckily for del, he said he can make it for my celebration. if not, he will face the same consequences as kangming. the rest who cannot make it must thus beware! sometimes i think evilness just flows in my blood. =)

zhutou is very sad because of the fishes. well, it`s ok. some fishes cannot get used to the new environment and thus, die. you lost the fishes but... you didn`t lose hazel`s sincerity. remember that. =) cheer up!

and..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR WILSON!
cheers because it`s the scorpio month! =)
finally 19 bro.
stop dota-ing too much and start studying hard for your final year!

time to get start cracking.
take care.

2007-10-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

i promised to blog now, after so long, in school. =X

the fun times always end fast. i hoped everyone enjoyed themselves. hanging around with a big bunch of your favourite close friends means more pictures and more craps. it seems that the hectic week was only left with the happy memories, although the earlier part of saturday i was so "dead-emo". zhutou finally turned 21. next will be my fair turn. i rather it won`t come too soon. now i know why the older generation dreads birthdays. it`s because age and responsibilities have a linear relationship. i`m not a loser. i just want to be selfish for once and enjoy while i really still can and of course, put in the best effort in whatever i am doing.
i`m not a pro clubber. reason being i don`t respond well to grooving and dancing and i seriously cannot drink. but when i decided to go, i told myself to enjoy. thanks to the bunch who took care of me. but what a waste, i missed my anticipated field trip. i reached home at 4.30am and i slept at 5am. and of course i tried waking up at 6. but i had this terrible hangover feeling which encouraged me to bed later. so i decided to give up my field trip reluctantly. i messaged my friends and i fell back into bed again. i woke up in the afternoon feeling upset, but problems resolved after i talked to dan. =)

zhutou`s birthday chalet was fun. meeting my friends there was the happiest thing. at least most people were there to celebrate with her. but i was super worn-out after the whole thing. we took lots of pictures and i`m waiting for xiusi and jolene to send me theirs also. =)

presentation was long over and deadlines for other assignments are on their way, and my 'egg' is only half-hatched. in the midst of having fun, i actually do my work. i don`t like to slack when it comes to serious work. that`s why i was unhappy when mom accused me. i just want to balance out --- my studies and fun. reason being? i do not want history to repeat itself. it disappointed me vey much, back then.

mr kangming`s departing for australia on sat. he said he`s feeling emo. but he looked happy last night, no trace of any emo-ness. we had dinner at newton circus and it`s such a disappointment because i didn`t eat much! i only felt hungry during ktv-ing. both of us were so crappy cos last night we didn`t know why both of us couldn`t sing normally. and ya kangming, sorry i kept laughing at you. haha! i shan`t mention why here lest i get myself killed tomorrow. =Xxx anyways no need to feel so upset. a month passes super fast de. before you know it, you`re already back in singapore! and yes i forgot to tell you last night. remember to eat popeye chicken at airport terminal one before you depart and when you arrived back in singapore. it`s super nice de k! right now when i`m typing this, i`m going to drool. i also want popeye chicken! ok sorry back to topic. ya remember to miss us all hor! and hor no need bring the sand for us la, i`m just kidding!!! you come back we all can go play! so you must... ENDURE the one month. =) ganbatte nehs! and bon voyage!

alright, finally updated people.
i`m going back to my essay before my motivation dies off.
revoir...

i should stop my evil-ness for the time being. =)

2007-10-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

a fast one here because i`m running out on energy.

practically out the whole day.
tuition then "hunting"(with km),
then tuition,
then walking(with km),
then waiting (for marcus),
then k-box-ing(with km and marcus),
then tele-project-working(with minghui),
then dinner(with km),
then meet zhutou,
then finally...
HOME SWEET HOME!

was feeling faint previously.
most probably due to stress and/or fatigue,
or due to the rain.
i seldom am a victim for this,
but today i experienced it.
horrible.

i think i should no longer do what i thought i should.
some things are meant to be expelled from my burden.
and nope,
i won`t share my feelings easily now.
even if i`m super upset.
i won`t want to show it nor admit it.
i just want to be cheerful and bubbly,
like how my uni friends think i am.
but at the right time,
i may just release my true self.
i hope no one will be the unlucky witness.
this is how a scorpio should act.

anyways thanks wq, yy, rc and dad.
=)

i need sleep terribly.
presentation on tuesday.
the feeling simply s***s.

i want more honey milk tea!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOYAN. =)

2007-10-12T02:02:00.000+08:00

fatigue drained me of my energy, killed my horrendous appetite and extinguished my interests in things. it`s still my adaptation period i guess. being without a motivation comes my motivation. i`m taking steady steps. =) i`m not giving up.

out for retail therapy just now. felt good while i`m at it. feels bad when i think back the moment when i gave the salesgirl my money. and guess what? i bought something unsuitable again! and i exchanged it with my sister for another top which i`d been eyeing since the day she hung it in her wardrobe and not wearing it since. when i trade with her, i usually suffer losses, but this time i gained. and i`m happy like a bird. =) i`m a wiser spender now. i spend on what i need and not really what i want. i take cabs only when i really need to. even for tuitions early in the morning, i insist on taking the bus. losing my appetite helps abit too. i`ll have less sotongs and stingrays. of course, i still need entertainment to make myself happy. so i won`t refrain from spending nothing on movies and leisure. but popcorns and nachos? i think i'll count that out. at the end, i know i`ll feel a sense of satisfaction. i just have to endure till it`s time to relent.

currently, i`m waiting for wq to book out so that we can go and get my lappy by this weekend.
=))

and before i sign out,
"happy 21st birthday to kangming".
i know your birthday wish is to ask me to stop bullying you.
but...
you know it`s impossible.
so...
wish for good health and happiness k?
don`t waste a wish.
*sniggles*
=)

next birthday coming up will be zhutou`s one.
so many birthdays this month.
may the holes in our pockets be mended and fill up quickly.
kakaka...
got to sleep.
take care everyone.

hugs.

2007-10-10T00:35:00.000+08:00

昨天又看了一部电影.
最近一直都在看电影的感觉.
哈哈!!!
我喜欢啊,
所以我沒有complaints!
但是昨天的电影仍然在我的记忆留下一些阴影.

还有多谢猪头for yesterday night`s activities!
超喜欢夜的空气及美丽...

刚和kelvin夫妇见了面.
他们是我好久以前打假期工的上司.
现在当然是朋友咯,
但是最近才刚联络上.
一看见我呀,
他们就翼口同声说我变了好多.
当然啦,
长大了一定不同嘛!
他们和我聊了挺多的.
我不知道为何他们认为我很搞笑...
他们一听到我说到某些事情时,
就笑个不停.
我不知道是不是又出糗了!
唉呀!!!
他们也很八卦,
一直追问我有沒有男朋友啦!
expected!
刚才喝了咖啡,
现在睏了!
好快啊!!!
Zzzz!!!
其实有蛮多想说的,
但还是有些顾虑.
很讨厌咯!!!

i need a rest. hopefully my assignment is up to sir`s criteria! wish me luck!
miss me.

2007-10-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

2 days without even lifting a finger on my computer used to be a challenging task, unless i am out most of the time on these days. last 2 days were a good example. i was out celebrating birthdays, on top of my tuition jobs and projects. happy birthdays to all october babies! u guys got my weekends burnt out, but i assure you people i enjoy the time spent with you all. =)

celebrated ming hui`s birthday on friday. the girls were so addicted to singing, and their addiction can be on par with me. thanks to ming hui for the generous buffet treat. it wasn`t as sinful as i thought. i ate so much less quantities of food. my appetite is not hitting well with me nowadays and me as a whole doesn`t look pink either. i`d choke on my schedules if i didn`t give myself breathing space.

yesterday was much worse. i was out for tuition from morning till early evening before i head down to tampines on 2 agendas. i was alone while waiting for yujia. missions accomplished but i faced a problem after that. in a haste, i got xiaoyan for help. a friend in need is a friend indeed. thanks to her i got half of my prob solved. the other half was how to get to her aunty`s place where she was at. the cab uncle brought me on a tour as if i`m in disneyland, as much as i hope it was. but i wasn`t. i need to find xiaoyan to house km`s birthday cake and i`m at the same time, rushing to xinyi`s chalet. everything seemed a bit messy in my hands, because i`m blur. yujia laughed at me in the cab. i reached the designated place but i still need to complete a marathon to find xiaoyan because i realised we were on different ends of the long block. being fall-prone recently, i grabbed the cake carefully and started running for xiaoyan. i finally got to her with the cake safely on my hands. haha! and i ran back to my cab.

i was at xinyi`s chalet the next. was abit awkward because i don`t know most people there. i was fortunate enough to have yujia, shirley, agnes, shufang, christopher and family to chat with me! and little natelie is blooming into a pretty girl since the last time i saw her. me and her clicked rather well. she even took photos with me! and according to her mom, she was smiling more than happy than how she appeared to be in her other photos. =) her mom was a nice lady to chat with. winnie called halfway saying the cake was redundant cos joseph got km one already! i was like... but i could do nothing so i just bent my head down and shirley asked me what happened. she kinda cheered me up with cold jokes along with yu jia. i left at around 11 for km`s birthday celebration. and i almost forgot the cake in the end! i hurried and called xiaoyan to apologise for being so late! she`s very kind to help. =) i believed most people have heard of plane transit. but how many has tried "cab transit"? i did. in an hurry to get out from the ulu-ulu-aloha, i hoisted a cab going to as far as only tampines. i had no choice but to hop on to save the time needed to walk out. again, i was brought around in circles like i was on a merry-go-round this time. i collected the cake from xiaoyan and this uncel started to drive me to some ulu-ulu part of tampines saying that i could get a cab there. i was cheated! it took great pains before i finally hopped onto the 2nd cab, finally heading towards thomson. i spent a bomb on the cabs, not the cake. consider driving a cab next time, you can earn money by making a blur person confused. i rushed like a mad aunty ele. i had smses to rush me over and i panicked!

i should have left the chalet earlier. by the time i reached there, km was haha, almost gone! today, i was aghast when he told me that he didn`t remember i brought him a cake. again i was like... but didn`t blame him cos i understood his situation. he was dead drunk! so km, if you are reading this space, no need feel bad la! and by lending me ur portable hard-disk, i decide not to be evil on you for the time being. lols! my dear friends were so cruel last night, less the evil me! the next one to beware will be zhutou! anyways i missed out alot of fun i guessed. but winnie showed me the photos and i got to know what happened. people told me: you should have come down earlier ma. i felt so guilty. and in the end i got drunk too, like with no warning. thanks to kl and jolene who sent me home!

today was a taxing one too, with 2 tuition lessons to work with. but high tea and a little arcade fun later on perked me up a little. at night after dinner with mom and dad, i ran into winnie and she tols me that zhutou and jo were mugging at mac. so i went over and had chats with them. jo seemed hysterical when i giggled cos she got reminded of my stunts last night. km said many people mentioned about my ugly side last night. i`d no image to uphold already. so malu now!!

alright ba, i was super exhausted but i`m still a happy girl who gained happiness from her friends. please pretend you guys did not witness "that" last night will do!

smiles.
and off to bed.
nights.
=)
and km and winnie, you all "tou kan" my secret message again right? boo you guys! =P

2007-10-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

last few days were buzzing. i was practically worn out but yet i prolonged my activity hours, letting work to eat into my rest hours. mood was definitely a no-good for a me who has`nt been getting enough leisure time and sleep. i was irritated at even the smallest thing. i don`t want to list names.

surprisingly, my mood decided to revive itself. i was at my student`s house this evening. he was throwing tantrums at his maid. this happens quite often. i know his temper rather well already. i can calm him down now anytime when he loses his temper. he listens to me, although he can be a 'monkey' at times. i don`t know, but i feel very comforted and happy when i am able make him stop crying and whining. he even called out to me from his window today when i was walking out of his block vincinity and he waved me goodbye happily. and during my last session of tuition at 8pm, my twin sent me an sms, out of nowhere, just to remind me of my dinner while teaching. how thoughtful could he be? a simple sms and i felt the warmth of care. thanks twin.

a little update on del`s birthday bash last sunday. it was held in a posh function room. i went with wick kor. shopping for present before attending the bash almost wanted our lives. we walked for kilometres, just around suntec city, i swear. my shoes were 'biting' me and i had to withstand the long walks. del is special to us, especially to kor who had been identified as the number tenth of del. are you touched by our sincerity? =PpP got to catch up with the small clique after leaving the bash. from serious talks to uninvited gossips we indulged in while time was ticking away. before we knew it, it was 1am. we cabbed home in 2 groups. and yes i know people are hunting me down for photos. no worries, i`ll sent them to you people. just have a little patience on me dears. here are a few to quench your 'thirsts' momentarily. =) anyways, happy 21st del!

i love the classy vintage lamp.

birthday boy and me.

trust me, this is rare! nicholas`s 1st photo with me. he`s shy la.

me and shan.

it`s cake time!

alright, that`s all first. =)) there`s one scandalous one which i don`t dare to post up in case the persons involved wants to kill me. haha!

miss me.

2007-09-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

a rose for my kitty. =)
i`ll grab you from mcdonald`s soon.
when i recover.
and who can teach me origami?

it`s the fall-sick-season for me again.
cough; fever; runny nose ---> FLU.
not again!
i`m so weak physically.
*teeth-griting*

i feel the stress already. i`m coping it well now, because i`m mentally prepared in the first place. school, projects, tuition, birthdays, outings then rest. i wonder how long am i able to withstand actually. falling sick in the first 2 weeks is a sign. but no, i won`t give up. any part time jobs out there that perhaps i could take up? i`m going to be seasonally unemployed. the tuition season is going to end and it`ll only pick up in december again so i need a part time job to keep my finances going. considereing to get a notebook for school. otherwise it`ll be so inconvenient to do any projects in school and elsewhere, especially if i`m going for field-trips for a few days and nights. i need to do my accounts again before i finalize everything. if i must buy, then i must fully utilise it.

went to catch a movie with km yesterday. was supposed to be out with wick kor but he couldn`t make it the last minute so when km smsed me, i thought i should be out since it`s friday night regardless of my flu, with a mission initially, but was aborted thereafter. i`d seen a doctor this time. i decided that this period is crucial and i shall be LESS stubborn. anyways the movie we caught was "shoot 'em up". if u abandon logic, the movie was great. that is IF u think illogically. the movie had loads of gore scenes and i was kind of freaked out. if you know me, you`ll know that i can`t take gore and horror scenes well, because i can feel the pain on myself. i thought km could have been amused by my reactions during the movie, and maybe he`s laughing but i didn`t take notice. i felt faint the whole night due to the inevitable effects of my medicine and i almost dozed off even while standing still.

my hectic schedule`s not gonna end just as yet. this`s only the beginning of the war. i remind myself constantly that i should play hard while working hard, so i still set aside some precious time for gatherings and rest. it`s not easy but i will go through it nonthelessly. this made me a rather more organised person and made me realised that time can be really really valuable. as i`ve told some of my friends, i really enjoy what i`m doing. this, perhaps, is one of my motivation! for those who had been supporting me all these while, i won`t let you guys down and most importantly, i won`t let me down! =) so everyone, we shall work hard together!

my 21st birthday planning is on-going as well. once settled, the inviteds will be notified. =) i know some peeps could not make it due to some reasons. you guys shall owe me a loud birthday song as forfeit! *evil grins* anyways, it`s still a month more away.

... i look forward to seeing cheer chen`s videos. sadly enough, i missed her concert today. =( thanks for sharing, raymond. =)

tomorrow i can see my jc classmates in del`s birthday bash. angie`s right. we`ll turn cam-whores tomorrow again. miss them so much. and bro, tomorrow i`m not neglecting you, don`t worry! let`s stick together and i know you want photos with del right? all on me! =)

see ya. =)

2007-09-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

i slept like a pig through out my bus journey today while listening to yes 93.3. the songs were quite nice, made me drift to lala-land with my thoughts.

yesterday went out to celebrate carol`s birthday at bishan. i was surprisingly on time. =) had a few games of pool before going for our microphones at kbox at amk. kang ming sang until his voice went hoarse. it`s always nice to sing duets with him. he seldom goes off key. i was the one who went really off sometimes. haha! so pardon me for that if it affects you. =pPp

recently i ate alot of good food. i can`t stand myself! i really want to lose weight! but my dear zhutou is currently sick and hence, i lose a gyming-kaki. anyways i had a small small small injury on my toe. nobody kicked it nor stepped on it. i was the one in fact =.= , who went to kick my classmate`s shoe by accident when she suddenly halted in front of me. it bled that day and the nail was halfway detached from my toe skin and i have to be careful before it grows back. wondering if wearing track shoes will tear my nail off. =( and i`m wondering if stress can help me lose weight, ceteris paribus (if i eat 'normally'). if that is possible, i think i`m going to lose a little. my schedule is horrendous when i planned it yesterday. my next few weeks all burned out by school, projects, tuitions and birthday celebrations. i spared time for myself of course, so people, please continue to date me out if we happen to have the same free time slots. =)

that day i was at amk hub and there was an array of firework displays because of the grand opening day. but i was standing at the wrong exit and i could`nt view even a tenth of it. i could only hear the "pop pop pop" sound, so disappointing. i even got my camera ready and because i rushed to the exit, i left joseph behind. ooops! when i see fireworks, many things came back to my mind. many, not only one.

过了好久,
我们微笑了,
也都不躲了.
这感觉真的很好,
很好...

2007-09-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

i`m glad that the visitor centre in France replied to my email regarding my group project. the website which they provided me with are all in FRENCH. i can understand those basic ones but most vocabularies looked foreign to me. i should further pursue my french. i would like to but under some circumstances i may not be able to. now my worry is how else can i get my information. the national library didn`t manage to get us what we wanted. i was practically burying myself in books and doing researches all the time i had in the library with nancy`s lappy. my last resort is to switch our focus to another destination, perhaps, since we still have ample time. but i really hope to work on france. i`m a france-fanatic more than a europe-fanatic. i told my mum i won`t give up on my studies. i will work till the very end with my best effort. i will repay my parents after i get my degree! =) anyways, i self-declared off-day from school tomorrow. i`m not skipping lectures and tutorials. tommorow is library research period and why should i waste the bus fares and the long journey time when i can do my researches comfortably at home? =) i don`t like to skip lessons as far as i know of myself. there`s a compulsory orientation this coming saturday. i forced myself to go because it`s COMPULSORY. i had no choice. and if you think the orientation is full of games and getting to know people, you are wrong! they`re all talks and more talks. but since it`s COMPULSORY, i SHOULD go. lols!

went to punggol park with dan for a walk just now with our bubble-teas on hands. alright it`s fair. i drank my 5th honey milk tea for the week and i should do something to burn the extra calories. i need more gym sessions. so will and zhutou, please include me. =)

wondering am i still me?
anyways, how do you prove that cos3x=4cos^3.x - 3cosx?
got it?
"... it really depends.."

i like to listen to analogies and interpret them.
it`s interesting.
and sometimes funny.
=))

ok, off to bed. revoir!

2007-09-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

today was ridiculously warm, or rather, i should use the term hot. the sun was scorching hot while i was out for tuitionin the noon. you could get sunburnt if you usually get it easily. stay indoors if possible or drink more water if you do not want to be a victim of heat stroke.

school`s alright totally, just a little sleepy in class but i managed to pull myself up by answering my lecturer`s questions to train my guts. i guessed that the weather had pretty well affected my mood. moreover i was outside my tutee`s house to find the family to be out. i kept knocking on the door like a sotong before i thought of calling the mommy. and yeps, the son was sck and they were at the doctor`s but she had forgotten about informing me, and thus, i made a wasted trip walking from my house to their house. alright, i thought i could push another session forward since i was stranded outside. but the spoilt kid said he need to nap and he threw tantrums to his poor maid. the maid returned me a call and explained to me. so after all i had no choice but to relent and walk home in distress. =(

after tuition i met daniel tan (he identified himself as that to his friend) for dinner. accompanied him to the library to get books. he`s very linguistic. learn to read more if you intend to master your language(s). he entertained me with his mum`s theories today. interesting! we chatted over bubble teas (i had my dose of honey milk tea) at the park near his house for nearly an hour. sometimes when you are angry with him, he said a few things and you almost forgot about the latter. i have to bow to him for that. lols!

saturday we`re going to have fun again. so meanwhile i have to work hard for my projects! =) i shall motivate myself when no one motivates me. =))

alright shall end short today. weariness coming over me. i need my bed and tomorrow i`m gonna nap on the bus again. =))
national library... you better have information in store for us!

"the winding road; the rounding love..."

2007-09-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

我没有你想像中那么坚强
我只是擅长用微笑去伪装
不是吗
我没有你形容的那么勇敢
我偶尔也会慌
我也和你一样
曾经年少轻狂受了一点伤
我们都是一样
相信永远不远
但坚持却有点难
就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧
烧痛了我们就逃
带着现实的铐
摺叠我剩余的微笑
通往没有你的轨道
就让记忆中的你慢慢老
老去了谁也得不到
带着我的祈祷
摺叠我累积的问号
开始一次的单身潜逃

i really sat down to watch "falling in love" just now and i eventually realised that the main song is quite nice. those were the lyrics. if a guy (someone who does`nt bug me like a cling-on) sings a song for me like wang lizhe did to alice(not our bum bum, lol), it will send my heart throbbing and i will be super touched i guess. hee... BUT not any guy in this case. like today daniel tan sang to me, i dun really have those feelings, simple because we are too close already till i think it`s normal and he SHOULD sing songs for me since i`ve always tolerate his craps. haha.

today daniel showed me a talking-on-the-phone-tactic while waiting for wq. it`s utmost interesting when he performed it in front of me. it`s a secret between us. =x lols. but rest assured i`m not going to use it.

i try to heed the advice.
i want to see the results.
maybe soon.
=)

initiative. sincerity.
i love honey milk tea.
no link?
think again.
=)
okay, i`m crapping my way through if you happened to discover this hidden message. there is no link. haha!

2007-09-16T03:47:00.000+08:00

i`m in the midst of waiting for my hair to dry, so i`d decided to blog my time away rather than sitting there and thinking of nonsensical stuff like: can i make something moving in the right go left. please agree with me for being plain lame and excused me because i really had no idea how to spend this half an hour, at least. i just hit home after steamboat dinner and after-dinner-entertainment (bowling). i know very well i`m gaining more and more weight if i continue to junk. my gyming agenda has to be in place as soon as possible before i really turn into an elephant. it has to start on tuesday as fixed, by hook or crook. anyways, bowling with me is always an entertainment for my dear friends. i do stupid stunts. even people from neighbouring lanes were looking and laughing at my silly-ness. but strictly no videos of my caught acts allowed!

projects are on their way, i`d made little progress due to that inexperience that i`m experiencing. but that does`nt pull me down because i`m very very determined to earn my lecturer`s first good impression. in a way, i feel more 'real' now. perhaps it`s due to a change in my study style and study life, which may be good. at least i know what is fun during school and play hard when it`s time too. anyways, though still noob in mahjong, i still enjoy my time with the other 3 players at the green table yesterday night.

many issues may try to bog me down. i think through alot during my long bus journeys till i dreamt when i fell asleep unknowingly (with no dripping of saliva and banging on the windows). i don`t feel like discussing at times because it`s not nice to burden my friends too much with my burdens when they have theirs. i believe i can work things out my way, somehow or rather, sooner or later. =) i also realised recently i`m getting more i don`t know to say it`s blur or something else. i always forget things. just on friday itself, i left my borrowed library book in the ladies`. but i retrieved it fortunately, saving me from the expensive book cost. i can`t remember what i said i need to do and i had been 'almost' falling down quite often because i want to walk faster, and it`s more than 5 times the last few days. it`s embarrassing and even i laughed at myself when i 'almost' fell. lol!

i may need a chocolate (bar or stick or something), to make me happy, to share things and to make me overcome any bitterness, but don`t make me fat. hee...

alright my hair is 99% dry. i must go now. =)
take care.
bonnuit. =)

2007-09-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

i better start blogging first lest i procrastinate again. school started today. thanks for the well wishes and concerns from those who cared especially to will who specifically mentioned in his blog that i have`nt been schooling for freaking 362 years (=.=). school`s fine for me. the bus journey was alright, though long. i`d made new friends and stuff. i`m still considered sociable in class. =) however, my class is really multi cultural! we have a few from china, a few from vietnam, one from india, some are our neighbours and the rest are locals. i managed to learn a teeny weeny bit of vietnamese language today from nancy. i decided to learn cantonese from annie too. in return i`m going to help them with english. =) i`m forever blur. until today did i realised that i don`t have any examinations in my course of study. all projects and presentations only, which may if not gradually, will take my life eventually. i prefer examinations though it may be easier to score through projects and i need not mug to my death. that`s abit ironic i guess. dropping that, i`m kind of glad to mention: i`m officially a student again! i told myself to really give it my best shot this time. whatever i`m weak in, or i don`t prefer in doing, i`ll do it better than ever, not with my previous kind of studying style though. i would want to really enjoy what i`m doing. =) there`ll be field trips locally and perhaps abroad too and the associate lecturer promised that he will make mdis pay for our transport fees for local field trips! that sounds *tink tink* to me already! easy satisfaction comforts me well enough. =)

and i have`nt started blogging about the ubin trip at all i realised, after so much chitter-chatters about school!

ubin trip was super fun. breakfast at changi village before we setted off. being tanned without sunburning myself was perfectly fine. weets of injuries here and there were inevitable. those left a trail to our adventures in fact. =) weather was fortunately fine when we hit ubin island. i loved that sea breeze, which blew my worries and uncertainties off a little. sort of i supposed. i love our pictures. i`m really thankful for having a digicam with me. it captured most of my happy moments. the guys were so adventurous that day that they almost tore down the fence of the forbidden quarry site. they climbed in the gates and started opening up a "dog-hole" so me and alson could get in also since the rest were already inside. i saved some energy from NOT requiring to climb over. =DD we took time to take some pictures in the quarry site. before we left, the guys fixed the fence back into place. such 'good citizens' were they! more cycling before we hit mum mum beach and 'ah jack the wild boar'`s place. watched muddy crabs nearby too and edwin caught one. nature can be so beautiful if you take time to appreciate. =) left for tea time snacks at around 3pm near the jetty. we turned into cam-whores there again, where wick kor was already super shagged. in fact we all were but we still remained active till we arrived in mainland. the day ended with lots of fun and memories.
...... so ubin again someday?

the cranky guys.

the 'refined' ladies.

see what`d hazel done to me.
i`d become a 'demure' maiden.

action 1234.

mum mum beach party!

bike stuns, kick-boxing or kungfu for you?
we`ll send you down the waters!

monopoly yesterday at tangerine cafe made me go bankrupt again. that was what happened when we don`t go according to rules. lols! i`m always losing in games. what have i won so far? it makes me wonder...

alright, time for bed. i have an agenda tomorrow apart from school and tuitions. i should rest early. good night my dears.
=)

2007-09-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

i procrastinated in blogging recently. i`m rather tied down with giving tuition. teachers` day had just passed last week. i`d received gifts from some of my tutees. that was so sweet of them. nothing costly but i really appreciated the thoughts of the kids. =) tomorrow`s gonna be another hectic day for me. 4 tuitions in a row. all because of my ubin trip trip this coming saturday! it`ll be my last recreational outing before school starts next week. i know by then i`m gonna devote less time to most of my friends. i`ll miss the late night outings loads! i`ll also miss the late-night-me. of course i`ll be reluctant to sacrifice most of the good fun times. but i`ve waited 2 odd years for this day when i can go back to my studies to come. i guess i really have to mange my time well so i can balance myself out, so that depression`s not gonna hit me, so that i still enjoy life to the fullest while working hard to achieve my targets!

you can have what's left of me says (11:38 PM):
sch gonna start eh
you can have what's left of me says (11:38 PM):
wad's yer feelings?
you can have what's left of me says (11:38 PM):
do u feel tt love is coming?
you can have what's left of me says (11:38 PM):
haha

that was adapted from me and will`s msn conversation. what a weird question he posed me! i believe he`s the one who needs some love, right will?

anyways a little bit of updates here and there from me. singapore expo`s having lots of fairs this week. just on monday and today, i`d been to the john little sales fair. extremely affordable prices for their items. there are still sizes available. chocolate and cookies are cheap too, so i decided to stock up the snacks inventory in my house. it`s super hard to resist especially when ladies see the word 'SALE'. i had a ktv session with the usual peeps and xinni, who happened to be nearby on monday night too. i always like k-ing(excluding the days when my voice totally cannot make it.)! it`s a pleasure to hear others sing and others enjoying while you sing. and of course we won`t leave until the k-box personnels freeze the system at their closing hour. we are such devoted k-sters. lols.
dinnered at toa payoh followed by a game of pool at toa payoh central on wednesday. i reckoned i improved abit after wei quan`s guidance over at genting last june. =) but i`m still a noob towards pool. there was a mahjong session last night as well with xinni, winnie, kelvin, meihua and myself over at xinni`s house. winnie and kelvin took turns to play. and as usual, i lost again. the god of fortune was not kind enough to me yet. i mentioned yet for a reason. =) but at least i gamed a few games. my skills are improving, thanks to all my 'shifu(s)'. =))

anyways thanks to the unlucky phone caller on the night i felt down. appreciated your effort to stay up till 5am and made you lose your beauty sleep. and yes, thanks for the 'jokes'. for your information, i`d checked with the hokkien experts about that 2 words you mentioned that night. shall tell you about it soon! haha! be prepared to surrender again! and mister, don`t always think i only remember the bad things. see! i also remember to extend my gratitude when people are nice alright! =)))

pulau ubin`s bicycles, we are coming!!! =) weets!
and alright! i finally blogged!

2007-08-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

当我们面对问题时,
处理的方式往往友好几个.
站在十字路口中央,
我们有时候也会分不清楚去向.
我们可以选择向前走,
往后退.
逆水行舟,不进则退咯!
又或者向左还是向右前进.
东家不打就打西家吧!
有些事情不会因为你的执着而解決的.
所以一定要三思而后行.
谁沒有霸道任性过,
本sotong也有咯!
最重要的是要在每个休止符后,
认真地反省,
然后少犯.
=)
能夠快乐地度过每一天就是幸福了.
大家要记的哦!

i miss that brother wick. it`s been ages since i last saw him. his mahjong set is collecting dust in my house. he`s more busy than me. so no one must ask why i`m so busy to meet you. i`m more free than he is! haha! and bro, my school`s finally starting soon. i believe if he`s reading this, he`ll be happy for his sister, because i used to tell him how different i was, comparing to my friends. though i still reckon myself as different. because i think each of us is unique in our own ways. =)

now do you notice that the pessimistic YanFang is slightly different? =)) i will always people who made the difference in me. and i hope i can make a difference in others too. c:

i`m addicted to this song ever since that night at mos. the tune is very catchy and the lyrics are kind of cute. sharing it with you peeps.

Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 1:
See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Cause we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

Verse 2:
It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

Verse 3:
Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...

people who`re down, i hope you guys cheer up soon. =)
"XXX加油站, 要多多为自己加油!" --- extracted from WWL.
(just substitute XXX with your name.)

[... however, there is still a limit to my patience. so, note that.]

2007-08-27T01:52:00.000+08:00

这几天都特別累,
又生病了.
今天第一次取消所有的tuition lessons.
早上醒來时,
声音都哑了,
昨晚咳了一夜呢!
有好几夜都失眠,
好多事不断浮现在我脑海里.
就连好不容易睡着,
作梦都会梦到.
所以我相信梦会反应出人在真实世界里的想法和欲望.

唉...
这些日子最好別惹到本小姐哦!
我可会追着你骂的勒!

went to nebo cafe at AMK Hub after dinner. me, jolene, winnie, kangming, kaiwei and peiyu were there. taboo was fun and i think i have a little flair in that game. =) jenga was equally fun but i think i still prefer something i`m better at. that`s human nature in me i prettily guessed. =x ratatouille at the eleventh hour. it was a nice movie. who says it`s stupid to watch cartoons in the cinema? (huh daniel huh!) this movie made me love France more than i`ve ever had. the sceneries were simply much too captivating for me to accept. oui, je't aime Paris!

nebonians!

yesterday was ching yan`s birthday. celebrated with her till as early as 3am in the morning. i wondered how a sick and tired girl like me could handle that, but i did. that explains why i lack rest. and congrats bumbum, you`re officially 18. =) i started to trace back what i was doing back then when i was 18.

.... ah, i ponned lectures and tutorials in SR!
i was caught late with friends.
i had the longest hair i`ve ever had.
i was in love.
i was having fun mugging at the airport.
i was preparing for A-levels.
and i belonged to the notorious class of 2S22. =))

now much as i`ve recap part of my history, i miss school days again. to think i used to dread them. how pathetic was i back then? =DD so bumbum, cherish your 18-year-old days ya?
in 2 more weeks, i`ll embark on a different journey again. and angie, if you`re reading this space, remember we`re going to have more after-school dates!

2007-08-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

the past few days were some pretty busy ones, till i`m rather weary to cast blogging aside.

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ching fang`s 21st birthday celebration. me and sis gave her a creative mp3 player as her present. was there with my family and zhutou. we took over the role of being ching fang`s photographers for the day. so we were as busy as she was, parading around the poolside. took a couple of photographs. some were still with ching fang.

do re mi fa so...

right after her party, me and zhutou went over to mos to celebrate marcus`s birthday. i still could not believe i went to club after so long. but no worries, i`m not a club addict. not now, not anymore.

a toast to the birthday boy.

zhutou, xiusi and me.

party-whores. a few were missing in action!

most of us left in the wee hours of sunday morning. i was completely wiped out by fatigue. but was fun-filled, amazingly.
and that marked the last day of me in my long hair, yet again, in childish reluctance.

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i woke up early, but was still late for my hairdressing appointment. bumbum went along with me. that was the longest hairdressing session i`d ever had. 7 long pathertic hours in which bumbum had to tolerate with when all he wanted was a hair dye and simple haircut. i was obviously late for my tuition and i had to push it back and back further for a few times in a few hours. but the long wait for worth my patience. i like my new hairlook. no bad comments so far, a few good ones. so i believe that left me in sheer satisfaction. =) that bumbum said he looked weird with his new hair, but i deemed otherwise. here is how we look now.

i like our new looks. =)

p/s: bumbum, u look more like prince char siew this way!
meaning you look more charming! you can attract more girls now!
happy?........ *tsk.. i cross my fingers and toes*

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看完"换换爱"了.
对结局还算滿意的.
超感人.
直到4.30am才肯睡.
=)

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i`m down with a cold again. can`t i really take good care of myself? *sniffs-sniffs*
i cancelled tuition and stayed home the whole day.
i slept for more than 15 hours.
i`m still down with cold despite of the long rest.
i guess only more panadols and plenty of water can help.

2007-08-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

唉!! 我累了, 別闹了. 我是认真的.
我要走出那是非圈圈!
呵呵!!!

我喜欢帮助需要帮助的人,
如果在我能力范围內.
那滿足感和快乐,
很幸福的.
=)

过去几天挺忙的.
原本沉重的心情因为有可爱的你们,
有渐渐好转哦!
谢谢!
好奇怪,
有时候觉得自己在恐怖的圈圈里,
有时候又觉得自己陷在甜甜圈里.
自相矛盾...
或许有一天真的能让我甜到腻吧...

all the best to those taking their exams soon.
do work hard.
i`ll join you guys "burying yourselves into books" real soon.
cherish the chance of being able to study.
complaints are inevitable.
revision is always left unfinished.
you fall sick easily.
but when you step into the working society like i did the last 2 years,
you will understand the utmost happiness of being a student,
especially a pampered one.
i`m made happy to realise that important lesson.

i`m missing people. you may be one of them. =)
a birthday party and a hairdressing appointment on the way.
=)

2007-08-14T02:17:00.000+08:00

我此刻的心情很差,
感觉很不舒服.
我睡不着,
思绪不断地在飘...
想到过去和现在得不同,
心就拼命地痛,
鼻子一酸,
眼泪就滴了下來,
我可是一个多沒用的傢伙.
我真的那麼脆弱吗?
我要怎麼给自己力量呢?

对不起, XXX...
我不是故意说那些话的啦.
=(((

对我而言,
已经沒什麼意义了.
"我,接受零..."

2007-08-11T02:23:00.000+08:00

finally caught ''secret'' today.
the net booking went hay-wire last night, and km couldn`t set his hands on our tickets. we were fortunate enough to be able to grab two tickets at the eleventh hour at the ticketing booth at the picturehouse, with 12% discount with my uob card somemore. there`s practically nothing to complain. brunched at billy bombers before the commencement of the movie. thank you km, for the treat, appreciated the generosity. =) anyways, the movie was surprisingly good, another 4-stars-out-of-5-movie. touched my heart a whole lot! i swore that it was better than the first two movies he acted in. and i finally understood what`s the meaning of the song 不能说的秘密.

we were 2.5 hours away from meeting zhutou and jo after the movie ended. walked around aimlessly before we decided to settle down at the minds cafe opposite peace centre. i know you guys may think: "what the hell? two people got there do what? got games to play meh? where got fun?" ..."deh-deh!" we did have something to play! the games we played really train our minds and speed! i wasn`t exactly as bad as i think. but the caffeine in my mocha float did make me feel weary again, until i started to win my games! didn`t expect that it would be so fun though! left to meet zhutou and jo at bugis for a sole purpose --- to get joseph`s present. mission accomplished before joseph and kaiwei arrived to meet us for dinner at terra. i ate too much today. it`s making me more ele. lols! we were cam-whoring on the train to amk. rather embarrassing because i realised many passengers were staring at the 6 of us.

chilled out at amk hub thereafter, but without jo. =( left at around 1.30am for home, while the guys met up with marcus to continue their 2nd round. marcus looked a little tanned from the last time i saw him. and surprisingly for today, a little alcohol didn`t drown my moods. =) but i only drank what i think was alright for me to handle.

"if anyone will go to cheer`s concert with me, i`ll... eh... appreciate it alot! hmm, i can`t possibly marry the person. that would be a lie! i only need someone who`s willing to go with me and share the music. any takers can drop me a message! thanks!"

lazy to upload pictures today. in fact i`m waiting for joseph to send me those photos we took with his camera first b4 i put them together.

2007-08-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

happy 42nd national day to dear all.
this year i missed the ndp telecast on televison,
and i missed the fireworks!
i was bored so i went out.

met daniel for brunch-dinner at 401. carrot cake and indian rojak each a plate. we shared. watched my favourite louis koo on channel 8 at the coffee shop. i was swept off my feet, i admit. i just changed my desktop wallpaper to him last couple of days. i guessed i was too engrossed again. at the last minute, wq called daniel and we were off to meet him. he said it is hard to catch me out nowadays. but anyways, i miss the guys. my life has been rather quiet without their noise. haha! saw wq in his smart-four! look smart indeed. and daniel promised to give me something which i can`t mention here. shall collect from him soon!

anyways, yesterday was rush hour 3 for the lucky 7! hilariously high and nice! 4 stars out of 5 i would rate. the company was just right. continued our part 2 without 3 of the 7 at serangoon gardens. happy daze was the cafe`s name. but we were not really happy with the service and were dazed sitting there thinking of what to entertain ourselves with until joseph managed to find mini mahjong there and consequently asked the waiter there for some cards. lost money again. i seriously have no luck or little luck in games dealing with money, be it mahjong, black jack or even pleasure board games like monopoly! declare me a loser man! LOL! what exactly is my forte? i`m lousy in everything!

being a lazy girl tonight. i shall just pose some pictures, and using less words to finish this post. i was tied down by multiple msn conversations till i decide to surrender. lol! pictures(chalet and outing) as requested...

our new friends.

my shy shy brother... eh beware hor, he`s mr mahjong king!
but a humble one. =)

three of a kind. i meant our polos! =D

uncle took this for us. blur(like me) but i kinda like this.

looks dark and eerie. another of my favourite.

my beautiful helen, so engrossed in her ds-lite mario kart!

alright. that`s it~
tomorrow i can finally watch my jay chou movie.
i heard it`s nice.
mr km will book the tickets.
thank you!!!

good night dear all!